Christine Feehan her dark series is very wonderful

I am sorry you are your family are going through this. I am sure there is more to the story then just them seperating. I moved away from my husband and live no where near his family we are seperated. I don't know if she is doing like i am doing and that is living closer to my family so that they can be there for me. If she has I can understand wanting to be near your own family.

I thought you where a good man I have never been so wrong before in my
life
I kind thought we would have alot of fun together I was so wrong

You have made it impossible for me to ever trust you
I am better by myself I have never been so wrong about a person before

See I thought we where really good friends
No matter how I look at you did me so wrong

Boy no matter how I try to talk to you
It doesnt matter cause all you do is lie

Boy you are a waste of time cause all you do is lie
I try to tell myself she was lieing baby that was a week ago

No matter how I try to talk to you it doesnt matter
It is a waste of time cause you have no heart

There is no way I will ever trust you
I am a better person cause I have love in my life

See I thought you where a honest man you respected a woman
I never been so wrong before

You made it impossible to ever trust you
I never herd lies like you told about me before

See I saw a man you was great
Oh so so so wrong I have been

I have never seen the word Liar so personified as I have with you
Lie about me all you want cause you are only fooling youself

There is no way you will ever hurt me cause I am never going to trust
you again
I got to much going in my life to waste anymore time on you boy

I am strong and loved my many
You have no love to give

wouldnt bother me if i know he was all about me and didnt care for other
women

I think it is cause everyone is desperate for tv ratings people like me
dont really watch tv no more i use dvr get them off line and rent them
and even then it is very little and there are more people like me who do
not watch tv no more then you would think

it seems for me i have lots of younger men intrested in me. then there
are older men and none my age or they live no where near me

i like it a little all the way to alot seeming as the situation is good

Umbrella lyrics by Rihanna.

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Ahuh Ahuh (Yea Rihanna)
Ahuh Ahuh (Good girl gone bad)
Ahuh Ahuh (Take three... Action)
Ahuh Ahuh

No clouds in my storms
Let it rain, I hydroplane in the bank
Coming down with the Dow Jones
When the clouds come we gone, we Rocafella
She fly higher than weather
And G5’s are better, You know me,
an anticipation, for precipitation. Stacked chips for the rainy day
Jay, Rain Man is back with little Ms. Sunshine
Rihanna where you at?

[Rihanna]
You have my heart
And we'll never be worlds apart
May be in magazines
But you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the dark
You can't see shiny cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart
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Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

You can run into my arms
It's okay don't be alarmed
Come into me
There's no distance in between our love
So go on and let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

It's raining
Ooh baby it's raining
Baby come into me
Come into me
It's raining
Oh baby it's raining

I have never done nothing really bad but I am trying to come up with a
real winner to teach someone a lesson he wont forget

i live in florida didnt know i was to be washing my car i take it to be
washed twice a month sometimes 3 times

yes i thought it was and wanted to share i saved it to refrence back to

"I am writing to you about the man I have been dating for over seven
years. We are not engaged and there is no commitment on his part. We see
each other only when it appears to be convenient for him," writes
Shirley of Janesville, Wisconsin.

"He's 42, never been married, and is extremely selfish. (He) has money
for all of (his) toys (he bought an airplane with other people, drives
an Italian sports car, has a ski boat, etc). However, he does not want
to spend money on me. He was coming to my house every night to eat
before he left for work, and would only
take me out one night a week to an inexpensive restaurant. He expected
me to leave a tip. He never does anything to help me at my house, but I
used to go to his house and clean and do his yard work. He spends all
day sometimes with people he doesn't even know, but never can spend all
day with me.

"I am an attractive woman who has taken good care of myself physically.
I love him, but I know (we) will never have a future. I already know
what I should do, but it's very hard for me to say "good-bye". I'm tired
of being available only when it is convenient for him."



--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

You are involved with an emotionally unavailable man. Emotionally
unavailable people are hard to get close to, and even harder to stay
close to. They don't want a "normal" relationship--they want to be
alone, with other people, or off doing their own thing--which invariably
does not include you.

How do people act emotionally unavailable?


* They're emotionally distant and extremely remote, except when
courting.


* They're too busy, sick, tired or preoccupied with other things. Their
energy, time and life-force are all taken with other priorities.


* They frequently work a lot , and don't have quality time to spend with
you.


* They're not responsive. They ignore you and your requests, and they
don't try hard to make a relationship work.


* They don't, won't or can't commit to a relationship.


* They may be extremely critical and judgmental, so you may have a hard
time doing anything "right" in their eyes.


* They may flirt with other people, and may not value monogamy.


* They may watch TV or sports a lot, read, work-out, or otherwise be
preoccupied with something or someone that routinely interferes with
their ability to be with you.
* They may be addicted to some substance, such as alcohol, drugs or
food, which renders them incapable of being present and truly available
to another person.

* People already married or involved with someone else are
frequently emotionally unavailable, regardless of what they
profess.
* They do not place a value on acting with honesty, honor or
integrity in their relationships with others. They're full
of excuses as to why they can't be with you, do things with
you, or be available for you.

If it seems that you routinely love your partner more than he or
she loves you, that you express affection, care and commitment more
than you receive, presume that you are involved with an emotionally
unavailable partner.

Emotionally unavailable people may profess to love you and care
about you, and they may make wonderful promises about your future
together, but they don't follow through with believable behaviors
that make you feel wanted and secure around them.




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Thank you

I watch your tears fall down those petal cheeks
Cry till your heart is content my lovely

He played you and used you
Took your feelings for granted

Cry my sweet darling let your heart heal
Hold you all night long my sweetness

He played you and left you
Never any words of care from is lips to yours

Cry in the shower my darling and cry in the wind
Cry and let it all go and I will hold you

I will talk to you all night as you cry my Southern Beauty
All it takes is one word and I will be there to hold you all night

Now let the sun come out and shine and dry up all those hurts
Does your heart feel better my Beauty

It will be my day soon when your heart is ready for me
I will return your feelings and give you what you need

I will call you baby and will never play you
I will treat you right and will never close myself off from feeling for
you

I love this and wish more men would think this way

awww thanks sweety

I am nice when I want to be

oh my god baby they way you make feel is so high up on cloud 99

baby dont let the past keep you from what makes you feel happy

Living in the present and forgeting the past and just loving the way you
make me feel

Thinking of you on my mind and running around and meeting all these guys
and none of them can make me feel the way you do

Dont know what you are to suppose to do if you feel the same way

If you are the feeling the way I do I dont know how you can stand it

Keep it real baby if you feel the same way just make it happen and dont
let no one stop you from what you want

If you want just take it and love it and enjoy your life and live it to
the fullest

Let just do it there is nothing to do it all we can is try and love the
life we have

I dont know about you but I let nothing keep me from what I want I make
it happen and find the way

There is nothing to it baby it can happen if you want it

I am caught between my fanatsy of you and the reality

I have told you once how I feel and you can see it in my eyes

I have given you the one thing I hold dear to me

All I feel is pain and wonder if you even care or feel the same as I do

I go through these days and never know how you are doing

I wish for your touch and to touch you and to take your pain away

Please just tell me how you really feel and dont do this to me no more

I am so alone and just want you and no one else can do for me as you do

Take me or set me free

Just pick up the phone and call me you know I am there

I care for you so much baby wont you please take this pain away

There is nothing to stop you from doing what you want to do

I will always care for you there is nothing going to stop that

Tell me what you want baby you know I am there for you always