In college I was a player, shallow and thought physical looks were the most important qualities in a woman. I've dated many beautiful wo
men, different races and broken a lot of hearts. I never understood how much I affected all these girls and the emotional pain I probably caused. I had a ****ed child hood and I was never taught how to be a great Man. Now I am at a place in life where I have a beautiful woman physically, an amazing job where I can give her whatever she wants but I am not happy and I am understanding that a woman qualities and love is something more valuable than anything out thwre. And I crave die that but I am stuck with the woman I am with, shallow, materialistic, not depth in her, but just physical beauty. I dnt want that, I want more. Idk what to do! I want my daughter to not grow up like her, I want a woman with a beautiful soul and I wld give her the world. Perhaps maybe it's karma?