Don't put so much into 'having someone to share the season with' you'll just make yourself misserable! been there!

make happiness come from inside--be happy with who you are and those you already have around you; the rest will come in time.
It's sort of a first things first deal.

I had an "other" for 11 years--not very happily for the better part of those years. The 'other' thing is not all that.

Q

ps the person in the pic with me is not the 'other' I refer too (I need to edit that photo)