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Fri 03/07/14 08:19 PM
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Never Say Goodbye - Bon Jovi

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Fri 03/07/14 08:19 PM
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Money - Pink Floyd

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Fri 03/07/14 08:17 PM
Loser - Beck

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Fri 03/07/14 08:17 PM
Killer - Alice Cooper

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Fri 03/07/14 08:15 PM
Jessica - The Allman Brothers

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Fri 03/07/14 08:15 PM
Iron Man - Black Sabbath

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Fri 03/07/14 08:14 PM
Hallelujah - Leonard Cohen

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Fri 03/07/14 08:09 PM
Ten Years After – I'd Love to Change the World

Everywhere is freaks and hairies
Dykes and fairies, tell me where is sanity
Tax the rich, feed the poor
Till there are no rich no more

I'd love to change the world
But I don't know what to do
So I'll leave it up to you

Population keeps on breeding
Nation bleeding, still more feeding economy
Life is funny, skies are sunny
Bees make honey, who needs money, Monopoly

I'd love to change the world
But I don't know what to do
So I'll leave it up to you

World pollution, there's no solution
Institution, electrocution
Just black and white, rich or poor
Them and us, stop the war

I'd love to change the world
But I don't know what to do
So I'll leave it up to you

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Fri 03/07/14 08:06 PM
1000 days in Sodom by Venom

Unholy city, a sinners delight
No one was spared out of mind, out of sight
Hatred and slaughter, degradation and lust
Self destruction never counting the cost


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Fri 03/07/14 08:01 PM
I thought i did a good job at the interview. With the luck I been having lately, I probably didnt get this job, even though I have the work experience, degree, and certificate. Just discouraging when you try and try but nothing seems to work out with a job or a relationship with a woman. Kind of hard to find a relationship with a woman on these dating sites and chat rooms since most of them are fakes. Since I am shy and not really an conversation initiator, its tough for me to go up to a woman and just start talking about random stuff. I hate being so sensitive.

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Mon 03/03/14 11:31 PM

*hugs* I don't have the shyness issue, and one other thing I found out I like about looking young is that people never look at me weird when I squeal and go hyper. They think I'm just a typical little kid/teenager. XD But I can see where social awkwardness could come into play. I'm not sure how to conquer shyness, but maybe try to push a little out of your comfort zone, try not to let your looks hinder you, be confident! If you're confident no matter how you appear, we girls can sense that. If you're comfortable with you, then more likely we will be comfortable with you.


I tried breaking out of my shyness but when I did that, I was only taken advantage of by women. I had a girlfriend once and we met on one of the chat rooms. When we first met, I took a flight all the way to where she was in Tennessee and we did have a good time. When I returned back home after spending a week there, things started getting bad between us. Before her, there was this other woman who was also a lot older than me, she used me for my money, was ashamed of me, and constantly lied to me and insulted me in public. So all that, has actually broken my confidence down by a lot. I just dont wanna be hurt again.

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Mon 03/03/14 11:22 PM

I have this exact problem.....IRL some people even have mistaken me for a 13-year-old. >.>;; I am 28, and look 10 years or more younger. Nobody IRL has ever guessed my age as over 18, even when I do wear make-up to make myself appear older. Looks like we have that Eternal-Youth curse. It's just something we're going to have to deal with and as someone once told me, we'll appreciate it when we reach our older years ^^ so something to look forward to when I'm 80 and look fricking 30 finally haha.


There are a few benefits to looking young.. but when you are as shy as I am, it makes you feel trapped with no way out.. I guess it's just my loneliness talking..

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Mon 03/03/14 11:10 PM
Edited by stephen84usa on Mon 03/03/14 11:12 PM
I wish I was taller, preferably above 6 feet.I'm only 5/4. I am also real shy around women, which doesn't really help matters. I look so young that I think this is why women don't want nothing to do with me. I am 29 years old. I am only getting older while I still have the appearance of a teenager and it worries me. I can't stand being alone but I feel there's nothing I can do about that because I am just so shy and I look very young. Every time I go to the local casino here in las Vegas, I get carded because I look like I am under 21.. even the women there serving drinks card me. Sometimes I feel like I just don't belong.

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Sat 03/01/14 05:39 PM
I cant stand being single. Just gets real lonely to the point where your just depressed with life.

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Thu 02/20/14 10:57 PM
Dating sites like eharmony, christianmingle, chemistry.com, match, you have to pay just to chat with people on those sites but with mingle you can email people back and forth and post in the forums.

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Thu 02/20/14 10:52 PM
Michael Larson from the press your luck game show back in 1984 that won ov er 100 thousand dollars that put an entire tv network in disarray from the loss of their own dollars

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Thu 02/20/14 10:50 PM
I would like to be Wes Welker so I can get all the women without even trying

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Sat 02/15/14 11:11 PM
i dont have any friends to befriend me

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Sat 02/15/14 02:33 PM
I hate the jewelery commercials so much..terrible couples that shouldn't be together in those commercials too

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Fri 02/14/14 08:47 PM
I cant stand watching these Valentines Day commercials. People make such a big deal about the day.