Thanx ... I needed that

Hi .. but atleast you get some response I on the other hand feel like a blind begger hand is out but everyone just walks on by. Starting to question myself starting wonder if I will ever meet anyone again. Maybe the 20yrs. I had with my wife before she passed is all I'm going to get and alone is my future. God I hope not.

Sure could use a hug ...very frustrated wife passed 3 1/2 yrs. ago was really hard st first was her total care for the last 8 months or so. She was real sick and did everything I could to remove her pain. Thing is it took more out of me than I realized. Now that I am coming out of funk I find myself all alone and the I feel right now I'm not sure I could even buy a date. I feel as though I am on the fringes and not being noticed. So dog gone lonely.... after 20yrs. of marriage so hard to get used to. I don't think I ever will.