in 2007 i was in a really bad crash,the pain was moor then i could bear,I new i was in bad shape,I remiber hering the emt's and firerman talking,one saying theres no way he's alive,the fear that was going thru my mind,knowing my kids had seen the crash,and how i wante to tell them iam ok,as i sat in the race car,still buckeled in,I couldnt help but think is this the way iam gona die.I relised there was nothing i could do,I remibered a calm coming over me,I new it was in gods hands now,.after that day,I now no iam ok with and how i may die.Iam not really scared of death any moor,just hope to live long enough to see my youngest get married.,