Please let go of having some romantic feelings to one of your closest friend. Maybe you know you were just obsessed with having someone to talk to. Let her go along with the feelings you have for her. But please remain a true good friend. You’ll soon get over it. One day , when you take a look this notes . You’ll just laugh about it. Right now , focus on working on your self growth. And maybe one day, you’ll meet the someone who’s language Is the same as ours. You know I always pray for the goodness in our future self. To have a better life and be financially stable. This may seem to be a chaos but we’ll get pass thru it. Hang on tight.