oh pete its ok. its an ok kinda thing cus my memories of him are very strong and it reminds me that even with him waiting for me in new jerusalem my love for him hasnt changed and i remember how wonderful he was. and it makes me that much more eager to see him someday.

i have to muster up huge amounts of courage just to get in elevators i take stairs. lol. guess its good excercise. i cant even be in a shower for more than 10 mins cus i start to get dizzy and hyperventilate i have to keep the curtain half pulled back and the door open a little.

sh*t now i'm all teary and messed up. still it is good to never forget.

oh pete what a wonderful gentle soul you are.

heres a story, my grandfather (papa) and i were very very close. he was an old farmer and i remember visiting his farm all the time and thinking he could do anything. after he died a song that continues to speak to me and makes me blubber every time i hear it is randy travis "walk on water" its about a little boy who thought his grandpa could do anything here's some of the lyrics.

he wore starched white shirts, buttoned at the neck
and he sit on the porch and watch the chickens peck
and his teeth were gone, but what the heck
i thought that he walked on water

said he was a cowboy when he was a young'n
he could handle a rope and he was good with a gun
and my momma's daddy was his oldest son
and i thought that he walked on water

and he was 60 years old in 63
and i loved him and he loved me
and Lord i cried the day he died
cus i thought
that he walked
on water.



R.I.P. papa i miss u soooo much.

does anyone know if the gun collecting thread got deleted? i cant find it on the last couple of days posts.

hon you absolutely have to get a new pediatrician one that supports breastfeeding. formula is HIGHLY inferior to breastmilk. its easy to go back simply refuse the bottle if using formula also you can pump for a few days and put that in the bottle for a few days to slowly wean the baby to fewer and fewer bottle feedings so the baby is at least getting breast milk and not yucky formula. your nipples have little bumps around them called montgomerys tubercules what these do is as your baby suckels and germs, bacteria or viruses that may be in your babys saliva goes into your blood stream and your body creates antibodies in your milk for them which is then passed on to your baby. how wonderful that mother nature has provided this for you. breastmilk will keep your baby from many colds and flus that a formula fed baby would get. find a new dr.!

i love it. every story needs a naughty side.

LOL thats how u do it my friend come in with a bang. welcome your a friend of mine.

is my naked mole rat invited?

my mom works in a nursing home she'll like this.

i would say, "that depends, how much do u charge for sex?" that oughta shut her up.

hey young gun how are managing to stick to the side of the wall like that!

LOL! granite

honestly it might be more of a perspective thing. ya know put a 6 in branch on tree thats only 3 feet tall and its a substantial sized branch for the tree. put a 6 in branch on a 300 ft tall tree and it looks pretty small in comparison. doesnt change the size of the branch just the perception of the size of the branch

no, steroids shrink your ummmm, oopsie.

nope, theyre still on there.

yup thats me.

i've been through that, it is so painful. but the lortabs are great so enjoy them!

as a driver myself, my answer to that would be none of your f*cking business. who asks how much money someone makes as the first thing they ever say. if your sitting in a coffee shop and someone walks over to your table out of the blue that you dnt know and asks how much do u make why should they even get the benefit of u looking them in the eye. just cus its online doesnt make it any diff.

ya, its a little dry in the interesting dept, although i seem to have started a ruckus in the sports thread

hello