Thank you for this response, duly noted as my inner child still lives.

All these responses were excellent, thank you for taking the time to reply.

The darkest night or brightest day
Doesn't matter which I have lost my way
Lost in a storm a raging malevolence
Preternatural leading to absolute violence

The rage in me knows no bounds
Red is my vision and I hear no sounds
Standing as this rage washes over me
Broken silence as i release this calamity

It spreads across the land like a plague unseen
On winds of war and shattered wings unclean
To smite and kill with relentless hate
This comes from me, this is my fate

On shattered wings my hate does fly
It rides the winds into the sky
Spreading out as far as I can see
Spiraling down amongst the trees

No home is safe, and no where to hide
Lifeless bodies lie right where they died
Nothing was spared not even a chosen few
And this is the beginning it is what i must do

The rage moves on seeking more flesh to kill
It moves and dances but only to my will
I control this death, it comes from within
It rises and falls and ebbs in my skin

Like the tide is controlled by the pull of the moon
I will stand here, but will be waning soon
Only to have this return again
As i wash this land with all my sins

2016

I once had a dream, something I wanted so bad I could taste it. Over the years that dream has changed so many times I can't keep count. Now my dream is simple, I want to be happy. What does it take to be truly happy? I know it's not material things as they are temporary, so the happy is temporary as well. Health? Longevity? Humor? Someone by your side who truly appreciates you for who you are? Someone who will remember you long after you are gone? Yeah I don't know. But I decided to take a journey, feeling monogamy is passe' and knowing perhaps two females in my life would be better. More love to go around, more people to tackle a problem, more than two brains means more cognitive oomph. Is being in a poly-triad the key? I do not know, but I want to find out.