Morning sun crawls in partially opened curtains
Bare feet shuffle across tiled floor
There is no grunting from the coffee pot
Instead an aluminum can is cracked open
Frothy liquid is all he has,
Soon the shortcomings will not be remembered
Perhaps neither will the good things
His world is fuzzy, spinning a little too fast
Words come out in a jumbled mess
Twenty-two years before love he once felt
Produced a tiny miracle
Drunken steps led him far away
Maybe not in body
But in mind
She reaches out to him now
The voice in that can is too strong
Love was lost not once but twice.
Later he'll drift into an endless black pit
Summoned by alcohol
The cries of a young woman desperate for things to change
Will not reach his ears
She tosses out a line longing to reach him
If only just once
But he cannot catch it
Through bloodshot eyes she is a stranger
Clouded memories of the blessing she once was are too dim
Time is not endless, and there is much to be said
Still, Drunken steps carry him away

they're a pain but since they're 19 now its more fun lol

Having identical twin brothers LOL twice the cake since they dont both like the same kind

right on

Yall HAVE to check out the new pic of my nephews they're sooo adorable

yes i am they're adorable kids :D

they aren't my real nephews they're my best friends boys but i thank her everyday for letting me into their lives because im a VERY proud aunt :D

hmmm yea thats true but the moron that's been in office the last 8 years has made it anything but fun

Unconditional
A love deep and forever true
Three little boys and their momma too
They are the shelter sought
Life's hell storm dies in the innocence
Everything so simple
Each day a new discovery
Betrayal and hatred unknown
Fear erased by a gentle voice
Suddenly what is lacking
Is diminished by the blessing
To be an aunt
Is to remember simple joys
In the blink of an eye little grunts turned to words
An eyelash was batted and now the youngest one is crawling
Eyes moist with tears I watched as he sat alone for the very first time
Love has left this heart shattered and stranded or so it seemed
Yet I know a place love is endless
It is found in the innocence of three little boys
To be an aunt is to never feel a failure
In their eyes that does not exist
A heart in shambles no longer
Joy has been found

i think so too but this guy hasnt even been in the us 3 years he was talkin about how he came from africa i was sooo tempted to tell him to shut up because he didn't know what he was talking about then but i chose not to stoop to his level but you're right the psychi has definately been messed with more than a little no sense in arguing with the guy its just frustrating

Why complete and total morons were given the ability to voice their opinion freely no matter how ignorant and and uneducated they are? early this afternoon i got a message from some guy telling me off because i'm for MCcain he called me an ignorant racist pig and started preaching Ron Paul it sort of made me laugh because correct me if i'm wrong but he has nothing to do with this election does he like hes not on an independant ticket is he? UGH one of my very best friends is black but YES im racist friggin idiots okey dokey im done enjoy your sunday night :D

lol lee be nice to the newbie

hows it goin?

im so glad i could amuse u too

I dont know why you feel the need to make fun of this tina i dont even know you so if u wanna joke about it please keep ur comments to yourself

im glad yall are so amused

right cuz ur SO hilarious

Apparently I'm the dumbest weakest person on this earth because even after my boyfriend well now ex Chris faked his death and got another girl pregnant (yes he's still with her) I miss him TERRIBLY he's still my biggest weakness and the main reason i cry at night part of me hates him but its a s mall part...most of me misses him I'd take him back in a heartbeat he has apologized but it doesn't excuse the hell i was thrown into sometimes it just really hurts and the whole missing him makes no sense if he loved me he wouldn't have faked his death to be with the other girl UGH i need ice cream =(

lol ok i'll do that

lmao i KNEW it and btw you didnt hide the bodies well enough i heard they were found in the freezer so no stuffing them in the back DOES NOT work