I've met lots of people, no one who wants to do me, but I've met people/

I used to donate plasma for drinking money later that night, my thought was that not only did it make it cheaper to get drunk, I got the money to get drunk cheap too. What a deal!!!

When i played college ball while we were walking off the field people used to toss me a beer in the tail gate area

not quite ready to quit the booze.
I remeber one time a docotor asked if I had a drinking problem. I said no, it's one the things I am best at.

I once ran and threw at a track meet in college drunk off my ass. Didn't do so well that day.

I was running on a treadmil while drinking a couple beers watching tv and smoking cigarettes. Anyone else like to get drunk while being healthy?

I'll go balls deep in a park

yes, definitly yes

I think "how much is she gonna charge me"

ehh, use what ya got and take your time. Size doesn't matter as much. Just use your emotions to fu.ck

Probably not, but when I say "I love you" I mean it, and although I still care about her, I was just thrown away like a used condom.

I don't get much of that. I wish i did. The few times I have oh was it like a starving kid at a buffet. I just kept going and didn't want to stop. It made me feel good for a litle bit but cured nothing.

I actually started lifting again, it helps but I miss playing football. I was thinking of maybe trying cage fighting.

I haven't smiled in over a year. I feel good somedays but it gets brought back down thinking of her. I am tired of feeling like this, I want to be happy, but I just can't let myself. Have I gotten too used to not being happy to always being in pain that I can't be happy anymore? I don't know, this is getting tiresome, the pills aren't working, the booze makes it worse, and all I have left is a car I sleep in when i finally get kicked out of the school building. Sorry to rant, but I just had vent, I felt overwhelmed by the thought of her and just get depressed and feel lonley.

ha

Thanks?

I am still on the look out for the Brain Fu.ckeler

haha, scream your hands off at them, maybe they'll hear it.

It's ok, I don't have many friends either