I tossed em off the GW Bridge at rush hour

Let your love be like the misty rains, coming softly, but flooding the river. ~Malagasy Proverb

Its not love, its temporary insanity, or at least thats what they tell me

You cannot corrupt the corrupted..I've been corrupted for a very long time now.

OMG!!! ITS BAGLADY!!! I'VE SOOO MISSED HER!!

You've been bitten , now come to the dark side

A lovely neck you have there, and I am so very hungry

Actually she is upon her coffin, waiting for her next victim

Bind and gag him, throw him in the trunk, drive around for hours, go to a secluded spot in the woods , take him out of the trunk, tie him to the tree and drive home

Indeed it is

hovering between reality and fantasy

I want to scream and shout
But I know it won't make a difference
It won't change a damn thing
I want to open your eyes
But a blind man cannot see
No matter how hard he tries
None of this matters
It won't make a difference
It won't change one damn thing
So I stand in the corner
Watching everything go by
Not even bothering to wonder why
Turning my back, staring at the wall
Slipping back into the shadows once more

I thought I had it all figured out
I thought I had it all down pat
Everything made perfect sense
Then reality stepped in
Slapped me on the forehead
Snapping me out of my fantasy
What lay before my eyes
Was not what I thought
Not what I had wanted
Screaming and shouting silently
My words falling upon deafened ears
My tears falling before blinded eyes

I threw it all away with a needle in my vein
Getting high and numbing the pain
Was all that I could see
I was too blind to see the one man that loved me
Throwing love away for a needle in my vein
Now all I can do is walk past you with my head bowed in shame
You see me yet you don't, all you really see is the junkie I used to be
Even though I've changed, become who I am now, a beauty in the light
All you can do is run away in fright...and I fall down on my knees
The tears flowing unendingly, just because I threw away love
All for a needle in my vein...

Unsatisfied...
Restless, anxious
Pacing back and forth
Flitting from thing to thing
Thought to thought
Just a wee bit scattered
Sitting, standing
Writing, singing,painting
Starting all over again
Chewing the pen
While the cigar burns away
In the over flowing ashtray
Getting up going to the barn
Work on the sculpture, welding the bits here
Welding the bits there
Unsatisfied, tearing it all apart
Slowly walking back into the house
Sit and paint again
Soft hues, gentle blues
Unsatisfied, tossing canvas into trash
Picking up the guitar, plucking the strings
Begin to sing, voice cracks with weariness
Unsatisfied, tossing guitar to the side
Sitting again, at the desk, begin to write
Words come in stutters, thoughts all jumbled and scattered
Unsatisfied, crumpling up the paper, shredding every little bit
Walking out side, note book in hand, crumpled shredded paper in other hand
Dumping it all in the fire pit, flick of the lighter, setting it all a flame
Unsatisfied..

Transfusion pouring over me
Cleansing my soul
No longer the lost waif
No longer the dirty whore
She's come home once more
Head bowed, shuffling her tattered feet
Eyes downcast, looking at the floor
She whispers softly
"I've come home once more"

Those empty promises whispered in the darkness
Rapid beating heart, breathing becomes haggard
Eyes dilated, skin prickling at the slightest touch
As I rake my nails through my flesh
And I bleed to love him

Well I'm off for a little nap


Karma no up chucking after a night of sake


Enjoy your night all

Its all a part of my incognito disguise Sissy

More than enough Karma

Hello Gypsy

Hello Purple

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You know I'm here