Im just one of the guys cuz I work on cars and I drive a truck better then the guys. All female here

Dopey180 aka Jeannette here

E.T.

I hate when people jokingly say I'll beat you like a red headed step child cuz what most dont know is that I am a red headed step child.

Thank you all very much. It means the world to me to have such good friends here on JSH.

So Long For Now

dedicated to my mother who just passed away this morning


You look so peaceful lying there
With your hands folded upon your chest.
You look like you are sleeping
But you are at eternal rest.
So Long For Now.

Not a hair out of place,
a simple look on your face,
For now you are with Grandma Stay.

When someone special passes on
It does not mean they are gone,
Though they are no longer with us
Their memory still lives on.

It hurts so much to lose a friend -
Especially one that is trustworthy and kind.
Mom, you were that special friend,
A rare and special find.

Mom, you will always be with me
In spirit and in mind.
You will always have a special place in my heart
Forever until the end of time.

Mom, I will not say "Good-bye".
This is not the end.
So I will just say, "So long..."
Until we meet again.

Everything about your stare
takes me away to every dream I have had,
thinking that wishing upon a star has gotten
me at least this far,

But your words and your smile
they just drown me at least for a while
in the memories,

when you have your arms around me
and you wisper in my ear,
you tell me that you love me and will never disappear.

I stoped worrying about those other guys,
I just wait for your kiss your hugs and your touch,
its enough to make me fall to the ground from weakness.

Your the only one who stops my tears,
and the only one to make me forget all my fears,
And for that I could never forget you,
and forever I am your girl.

It depends on what is upsetting me I have been known to do both

Shining sun and singing birds?
This version is often heard.
So many people think a perfect day,
Should be set in just this way.

My point of view is somewhat unique,
It's not blue skies and fluffy clouds I seek.
But pouring, driving, endless rain,
Hammering on the window pane.

As you and I are safe inside,
And from the entire world we hide.
So we can spend it just together
And wish this one day will last forever.

Tender kisses and lingering words,
Between a couple of love-struck nerds.
Cute little smiles and innocent glances,
Inside jokes and private dances.

Nothing distasteful, nothing unclean,
My perfect day involves nothing obscene.
Frozen in time, just you and I,
When you tell me you love me and look into my eyes.

I'm here or I'm over there.....haven't figured that out yet its been a long day lol

I am living alone right now it sucks sometimes but at least I can take a shower with the door open , It has its pros and cons.

Welcome to JSH and have fun in the forums

Tonight you feel asleep so far away
How I wish I could be there yeasterday
To be the one to hold you tight
To whisper in your ear, I love you every night
In beautiful dreams lost in love
We fly together like a pair of doves

Your touch I've never felt, but this I know
Once I do, youll never be alone
For so many year's lost and confused
In one night it all is brought back, as I fall for you
So many miles lay between us now
How you're voice has unchained me, I dont know how
Tonight you fell asleep so far way
Oh how I wish I could be there today

Tonight you fall alseep alone
some day soon for you I'll be home
I lay here tonight miles away
Hoping I'll wake up next to you today
Never before have I sayed this my dear
To tell you I love you, I've lost all fear
In one night it is all brought back, as I fall for you
I lay here wishing this bed was filled with two

Tonight you fell asleep alone
Some day, to you I'll come home

How can there be love when the eyes are there to see

All superficial things before it and behind and from right and left

What one loves today will not be there to love the next

If what is seen pleases not the eyes then that which was in the heart will surely melt away

How can you call it love when seeing it physically can diminish

For true love can only be when there are no eyes to see

Words touch you deeply as they sit within your heart

loving words in exchange to make them feel close tho physically apart

Then comes the moment of rejoice when the span of space comes to a close

Will the eyes also love what the heart has so dearly, yet only time knows

Why do I have these eyes for they greed that which it sees yet not the good within

Bringing upon the heart just lust, desires and eventually the acts leading to great sin

If only I had not these eyes then perhaps true love would fall upon me

Perhaps I may grow old with the one I adore, growing old together like the leaves upon a tree

For True love can only be when there are no eyes to contradict that which the heart has loved and longs to see

They will never teach you about the hard parts
Never teach you that one day they could be gone
They will never tell you how much it will hurt
When it comes time to move on

They may seem like an angel from heaven
That they are here to make everything right
But they leave just as fast as they appeared
And once again you are alone at night

And you can't control the pain you feel
Can't hold back the tears that are meant to fall
But don't just close your eyes
And try to forget about it all

Because how would you know pleasure
If you have never felt pain
If there were no consequences
All your mistakes would be the same

If you have never felt what it was like to hurt
How can you appreciate the one who brings you joy
Never forget the time your love was real
And they treated you like a toy

Because with each broken heart
Comes a lesson that is new
Leading you slowly down a path
For that one that is meant for you

Your heartbreak will be your guide
Remembering the pain will keep you on track
For when it comes to giving away your heart
You can appreciate the pleasure of getting one back

Unanswered questions
Words unspoken
Tear filled eyes
Heart left broken

Bloody pieces
Shattered glass
Losing trust
Misshapened past

Beautiful lies
Rugged truth
Wanting to scream
But remaining mute

Don't know what to say
Don't know what to do
Heart filled with questions
Love equals confused

Blue eyes haunting me
A hypnotic illusion
Driving me insane
Love equals confusion

You tell me not to open myself up,
And bleed the pain.
You tell me not to inhale the smoke,
And exhale the stress.
You tell me not to take in the high,
And let out the depression.
You think you know what is good for me.
You say you care.
You say you love me.
Your male. Of course you don't love me.
You will just hurt me.
For the moment I'll just let you control,
Every single aspect of my life.
And I'll hope you are true.
For I will put up with anything,
Just to be with you.

a t-shirt sometimes sometimes nothing at all.

Im in a hurry and I dont know why- Alabama

very well written I can relate