Good morning. I'm off to get some work done so I can get to bed at a decent hour tonight.

I was hoping you'd call me last night and you did. But I was asleep and missed it. Now I hope you'll call me back today. I want to hear your voice. I want to give you that reassurance. I am here for you.

just saying hi too!

life is so busy! hope everyone is doing great!

Things happen. I know this is a tough situation, but I also know that a greater good will come of it. This is going to change everything for us. It's going to change everything for you. I know it. I've seen it. This is the pivotal time. This is the shift that you've been waiting for. Everything is going to be fine. And everything will work out just the way it is supposed to. This is the beginning of the new life. I am here for you always. I love you always. It's how it's supposed to be.

I've missed writing love notes to you here.

I'm so glad things are normal again, or at least more normal. I miss you much especially tonight. It's good to know that we'll be seeing each other again soon. Less than two weeks.

I absolutely can't wait.

But I'm so bummed I didn't get to talk to you tonight. I like talking to you before I go to sleep. Now I wish I had just stayed on the phone with you this afternoon when you called. I'm sorry it took me so long to call you back. Still hoping my phone will ring again soon before I head off to bed. I'd love to hear your voice before I drift away. Yep, still love you. I won't stop.

Probably not since I don't know what that stands for. But hey anyway! Hang out and have fun in here. It should pick up later on.

I think I haven't been around for a week. And I don't think anyone missed me!

I will be thinking sometime. I'm glad we talked. It's nice to know that you were just thinking of me and picked up the phone to call. I just need to take this slow. I still miss your voice. I miss you. I wish everything was just easier.

So you finally called and it was weird. For over two hours. Uh yeah. I don't know what to say. I miss us.

Did I miss anything?

What it is.

Now I haven't seen you in two weeks and haven't spoken with you in over a week. It feels like none of this even happened. You've pulled so far away from me that it feels like I haven't seen you in ten years. I don't know why you have chosen this path. Maybe sometime you will explain it to me.

So much has happened for me in this week that we haven't talked. These are things that I would have been so excited to talk to you about. And now you're not there. Without reciprocity, there is no way. I guess you're just not ready. And maybe you never will be. But there's nothing I can do about that, so I will just continue with my life.

I just don't understand. And maybe I never will.

Just popping in! It was an insanely busy weekend. In hours I will be standing in front of a class TEACHING.

I guess I should get some sleep.

Well, I haven't seen you in 12 days. I haven't spoken with you in six. I just can't understand why you have pulled so far away from me now when we were so connected. Or maybe that's why. But whatever. I'm just doing what I need to do. My feelings for you are forever. I have no control over your response to my feelings. I have too much to do to worry about it now. Peace and love.

Wow, really slow day. So it's like this. I'm just not going to be around much. I have way too much to do. Not sure if anyone will read this since no one is ever around when I post...but I got a job. I actually got two job offers (and accepted both, the second to begin after the first ends) in less than 24 hours. I'm starting on Monday and will probably be swimming in it for a while. At least 5 weeks.

So there you have it. I will probably disappear since I NEED to focus on this and do well. My entire future is riding on this.

I may try to pop in if I have a few minutes to spare. Peace out.

well, i'm an hour late for the party once again. what a day. a good day though. maybe tomorrow i'll have time to talk about it.

night! tomorrow's gonna be another big day!

and that's my pop in for the night. had a busy, productive day. gotta head to bed.

yeah, just visiting still, Deb.

uh...i think i'm still just visiting.

dang! i'd love to go there too! i think i need to plan a road trip or at least a side trip on one of my trips up north!

wow, i would so love that! i love butterflies!