this is the first thing i've ever written... be honest how is it?

How to begin, I don't know where.
Tired of pretending, that I don't care.
Tired of loving, with no return.
Tired of placing my heart out to be burned.
Once again, I've fallin in love.
Does she feel the same, am I just another screen name.
A lost nighted cloud, without any rain
Sadly I say, my curiosity gets the best.
I watch and I watch, as she talks to the rest.
My heart aches, as I watch her flirt.
Again I find my love, tossed in the dirt.
Tired so tired, anxious and wired.
Sadened to find, that I found another liar.
Am I alone forever more?
I'm tired, so tired, can't take anymore
I'm tired, so tired, its the end.
No more.