u are so right ty

so ive know my baby father ever since i was 4 we actually grow up with each other n we been together for almost 8 years n we have 3 gorgeous boys.hes my everything n he means alot to me but i hate it when he lies to me bout the smallest things.i feel like hes cheating on me but when i ask him bout it he brush it off telling me he love me n he would never do that to me again yes i said again he done it twice but as he say they neva meet anything but i still keep him because i guess im scared of bein along n i also have 3 kids together.i dont know wat to think recently hes told me that he hates me n my attitude n that i really do get on his nerves but i can tell he really meant it deep down.i dont know wat to think im so lost :(