all my fellow fraternity brothers at lambda lambda lamda will love
this/we may even find a date for Booger...or Lamar!

I get lost in the words you write
and now i want you a little more tonight
though we're worlds apart/i'll find my way
I hope these letters will make you cry
and to hear my voice touches you inside
I stand before you now/what more can i say

I will be there when the world lets you down
I'll always find your smile in an endless crowd
but i'll be man enough to say/I need you now


I found a reason to put love into words
I live by your emotions/I feel them when you hurt
I only hope that i can always live up to your dreams
when you write how much you love me/i'll find the
words that makes this so real


I will be the one you can count on/I say this to the skies
above/but i'll never know if you'll need me/or if ever
this could be love

LOL/ maybe we will

Thanks Mike,everything seems to be fine /thanks again
JT

Her wrath sealed her doom
now from a cold and lonely room
she trembles as the skies forbid another prayer
I'm no longer there
I watch as her wishes become demands
and at the fall of her command
my anger has now dethroned her
a king of a fallen empire took his stand
One who would once walk through fire
though light of angels had then decieved
It was he who had begged for mercy
though he begged in disbelief
as winds of change brought him fortune
and the rage of guilt would bear her shame
this debt has come full circle
the swine must now repay

By your hand i was lead to place that only a dream could take me/through
your eyes i felt the love that in time had once forsaked me/I know i'm
safe now,so release the heavens rain/for I bathe myself in your glory/my
hands are clean again/
all old lovers are now forgotten/just as I've been washed away/no
shadows of deception and lonliness...shall crumble this soul today/and
words can't describe the dawn/when your image is etched in my mind/oh
the rapture of someday knowing you/and the glory we're bound to find
(you're in my heart'wanda)

ok i know im not the smartest peanut in the turd,but how do you get the
1 new off the screen/ive accepted the invitation/she's listed as a
friend/but the 1 new won't go away
please help if you can

If there isn't a hell,then where did my ex wife come from?

Rick james died?

anyway,i agree nothing like filling out 10,000 questions to have some
robot call you a liar,and say that the program isn't the best for you/

Calm me when the storm is raging
guide me through the dreams i pray in
let me look up and see your face
hold me without prejudice
calm me through nights like this

when it seems ive lost my way
please dont take your life so bad
without you i contemplate all the glory that i had


Calm me when the paths misleading
love me as strong as your hearts grieving
please dont dwell on my mistakes,and for all im to blame
take me beneath your wings when i stand in shame

I felt the rain as it came pouring down last night
if just for once i could feel your arms so tight
I wanna live and breathe your every move/oh how you
just take my breath away/so please just let my eyes now speak
the words i cannot say

I fall for you everytime we speak/
and I can't change the way i feel
so just for once could you believe in me
and what this heart can not conceal


I dream just to be with you/now im losing sleep
every breath that comes from you is the air i want to braethe
I want to know how your kisses feel/when god cant hear my prayers
I want to kneel here broken on my knees/just to look up and find you
there


I fall for you everytime we speak
and this i can't explain so let this be
but its not beyond my hands to reach into my dreams
and baby pull you close to me



ok forgive the title/i pondered for several minutes and nothing creative
came to mind/but this is for you sweetcountrygirl/embarrassed yet?

somewhere between time and a memory
there are shades of light and moments of fright
that remains to be seen
your dreams are a palace with iron gates..
and your motives are meaningless when you can't even say
that i can see beyond the shadows of a dream

someone must fall when the support of the wall becomes
too brittle and weak/all the weight of the world and the shoulders its
hurled/justified as righteously


I belong to the night its the only place for me
I can't fill such a void in this world /I say in all honesty
for ashes in time is what they'll make of me


Reliving each day leaves much to be discovered
on the bed where you lay/tears upon yesterdays covers
don't you go crying now/it's always the same
your condition weakening


i belong to the night/its the only place for me
i cant fill such a void in this world/i say in all honesty
cause ashes in time is all they will think of me

Coming out of the coldness of my world
The cell underneath,and all for a girl
The sencelessness and wonder now left behind
Ive come back to take whats rightfully mine
The demons from below grant me my last deed
A contract was forged...my soul gone to bleed
but with this agreement my no longer friend
the world i arise....my death i avenge



i wrote this when i was a kid/it was for an english project in junior
high/it didnt get rave reviews,but it got me free daily meetings with
the on grounds therapist.

you've held your breath through the darkness
and i was the night
you seeked refuge in the realms of lonliness
but i was the shadows passing by
i held you in your dreams,though you never asked me to
and now i only hope to someday awake with you
my silent eyes awake to the night
and im left alone to face these times in my life
a beautiful dream,she stood in the light
my hands reach for her body..........to only feel the night

Sweetcountrygirl,now i'm at a loss/thank you so much/I really look
forward to talking again

ny

I read a poem that made me cry
the kind of words that change your life
so here i lie awake,just wanting to love again
I face these times like a worn out soldier
consumed by the world thats upon my shoulder
and these dreams reflect im desperately wanting

just someone to hold at times like these
someone to lift me when im broken on my knees
I know you're out there,but i just cant reach you now
from an angel on earth to that sweet country girl
i know theres heartache all over the world/
but I will love again somehow/i'll live again somehow

thank you sweetcountrygirl,i hope to maybe write with you someday

February 26,1977

my son Preston is August 28th,2000
and my daughter Ashleigh is November 20,2001

dream theater is one of the greatest bands on earth/i highly suggest
metropolis 2 scenes from a memory to anyone who wants to hear something
different from average radio crap/my favorite however is the
album..."awake'