How do i look?

i speak my mind, dont worry, it will be said.

hahahaha!! Ive done worse, but i never thought of that one. Good one. Yup i have... he said whats so wrong with it. Its annoying and would you do that on a date. Well yea, i'm with a jap girl and she doesnt mind. So your jap gf you met over in oki that you talk to over skype doesnt mind.. Ok dude, and i walked out to have a cig lol

I cant STAND when people eat with thier mouths open or slap there teeth. Not to mention sucking on there fingers and have it seem like it echo's off walls that arent even around. My roomate does it non stop and im [ ] that close to flipping out.

yea i saw that, and my flyers lost in OT vs the kings (dominated all game to). Quick looks good.

To be home with my family. It's been 4 years.

The hockey point spread is therefore essentially used to ‘handicap’ the favorite team and split the wagering evenly on both sides. The hockey point spread can range between 1 and 2.5 points. A team winning by more than 3 goals is a rare occurrence, though not entirely an impossible one. So even if the favorite team is handicapped by more than 2.5 goals, the gambler can still fancy his chances of achieving a payout. As in money line bets, the favorite team carries a minus sign while the underdog carries a positive sign.

For example, let us assume that the Colorado Avalanches are taking on the Calgary Flames in a regular NHL league match. The bookmakers have pegged the hockey point spread for the match at -1.5 in favor of the Colorado team. This means that for a gambler who has bet on the Colorado team to get his winnings, the team must not only defeat their opponents but also beat them by at least 2 goals.

To the uniforms, i have no idea. They change jersey's every year its ridiculous... Just look at van. tampa has a new sign the rangers has had a few. I dont get it.

Thanks for all the feed! O the dust is comming off ;) haha.

Haha i'm glad. I havent wrote in years, dusting off the rust ;)

I keep lugging my past around like a ball attatched to a chain
straped to what skin remains, a missmatch i can not contain
i must detach my pain and emotions threw writing raps or poems
so i dont snap and disown em like i have attacked and condoned them
my siblings who's quitely listning threw the cracks of thier door
scribbling down my mistakes wile i forlorn the pact that i swore
to protect not ignore them, i rather sit back and poor one
pack a bowl and explore the back end of an ignored son
i feel like i back doored them, as i got high out of boredom
i'm trying to patch things up, but scares cant be restored none
trying to be a better person is the toughest challenge yet
i owe so much and the roughest part is trying to balence the debt
with parents who are marriage vets, divorced more times then actors
a factor of why my minds performance goes off like nuclear reactors
so as i start the next chapter of my own personal book of life
yall be with me every step of the way to see what change looks like

I just moved here from japan.. BIG diff! Looking for anyone to chill with. Ladies? lol

How bout those flyers! Big win over the van. :D

single for 3 and half years lol

I've been writing a long time. I stopped for a year or so when i was deployed but i write how i feel or just think of a topic and go. Any negative/positive feedback is great. I love it all. Enjoy.


**** the lies women disguise in there words and thoughts
always gettin schooled, not applying what ive lerned when taught..
i know longer have the rush, the bath salt has strolled off
it comes up fast and crashes hard as if i was doing a pole vault
mentally i'm so off, and honestly i feel that its all my fault
i'm the one to blame for mistakes back when i broke the law
that started it all.. the marine corps was calling my name
i had two charges a dead girlfriend i was sprawling in shame
it all made sense at the time, my parents even treated me wit respect
after climbing these steps... i've been seated like "vick" in the "vet"**
crashing down, im a head case, with a mind too complex to tame
maybe i should have the mind of a lion and gain a confidence game
i rather remain undefeated, atleast in the outer shell that is
cuz deep down i'm depleated an i cant change what i already thought i did



people they come an go as they please/
till they heart stops beatin and fall to there knees/
light at the end of the tunnel, you sure its white/
ready to take flight, the part of life you caint recite/
wonderin should i b polite, do i even have an invite?/
family crying over the remains left at my burial site/
lookin up at tha sky prayin to god to send me back/
there hearts been hijacked, whos gonna pull tha slack/
no need to mourn, now i'm barrin christ's thorns/
thats the role i gotta take because i'm the first born/
first one to pass, no time on the hour glass/
death of one brings new life like fresh cut grass/
i'll always be in your heart even after we depart/
heavens a work of art and i got the head start/
the door way was tiny but some how squeeked threw/
jus wish i said i love you before my life got reviewd/
One Day we'll b together, thats my endeavor/
waitin for god to pull the lever, so we can last forever/
i caint wait no more, this pain i caint ignore/
this is an emergency, gotta exit threw gods fire door/
trien to make it to earth for all that its worth/
but all i see is black, my new mothers giving birth/
open my eyes an cry, cuz i'm so hurtin inside/
the pain wont subside your no longer by my side/
but thats how life goes, a stream that always flows/
you die then come back to life like a dessert rose/
as you start to get older you tend to forget/
life could burn out quicker then a flame on a ciggerette/
jus remember this one thing we die as a team/
its not as easy road, were fish fighten our way upstream/
its either hevean or hell, i bid you all farewell/
cuz my time has come again can you hear the church bells/