I've been writing a long time. I stopped for a year or so when i was deployed but i write how i feel or just think of a topic and go. Any negative/positive feedback is great. I love it all. Enjoy.


**** the lies women disguise in there words and thoughts
always gettin schooled, not applying what ive lerned when taught..
i know longer have the rush, the bath salt has strolled off
it comes up fast and crashes hard as if i was doing a pole vault
mentally i'm so off, and honestly i feel that its all my fault
i'm the one to blame for mistakes back when i broke the law
that started it all.. the marine corps was calling my name
i had two charges a dead girlfriend i was sprawling in shame
it all made sense at the time, my parents even treated me wit respect
after climbing these steps... i've been seated like "vick" in the "vet"**
crashing down, im a head case, with a mind too complex to tame
maybe i should have the mind of a lion and gain a confidence game
i rather remain undefeated, atleast in the outer shell that is
cuz deep down i'm depleated an i cant change what i already thought i did



people they come an go as they please/
till they heart stops beatin and fall to there knees/
light at the end of the tunnel, you sure its white/
ready to take flight, the part of life you caint recite/
wonderin should i b polite, do i even have an invite?/
family crying over the remains left at my burial site/
lookin up at tha sky prayin to god to send me back/
there hearts been hijacked, whos gonna pull tha slack/
no need to mourn, now i'm barrin christ's thorns/
thats the role i gotta take because i'm the first born/
first one to pass, no time on the hour glass/
death of one brings new life like fresh cut grass/
i'll always be in your heart even after we depart/
heavens a work of art and i got the head start/
the door way was tiny but some how squeeked threw/
jus wish i said i love you before my life got reviewd/
One Day we'll b together, thats my endeavor/
waitin for god to pull the lever, so we can last forever/
i caint wait no more, this pain i caint ignore/
this is an emergency, gotta exit threw gods fire door/
trien to make it to earth for all that its worth/
but all i see is black, my new mothers giving birth/
open my eyes an cry, cuz i'm so hurtin inside/
the pain wont subside your no longer by my side/
but thats how life goes, a stream that always flows/
you die then come back to life like a dessert rose/
as you start to get older you tend to forget/
life could burn out quicker then a flame on a ciggerette/
jus remember this one thing we die as a team/
its not as easy road, were fish fighten our way upstream/
its either hevean or hell, i bid you all farewell/
cuz my time has come again can you hear the church bells/

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