Ty :)… and likewise I have to get back to work... and if needed will be up and running and getting ahead in life hugs to you too :)

Someone tell me they love me they're just not in... love with me... because I have not heard these words in a long time... I can call up my parents and they'll tell me this but it's just not the same... likewise friends have told me this... Who I am is strong and compassionate but needs someone from afar or the next town over maybe even in my own town... I really need that pick me up :)

If your English teacher ever taught you the story of Richard Corey... is the only reason I posted this at all...

I do not like being bullied... it can make me kinda sick and am likely to not accept such behavior it might PMO... but regardless you have taught me a lesson regardless and I thank you as such intended... If God does love me he accepts me for who I am because I am open to a lot of things people places beliefs and am actually his greatest friend believing unto him that I love him and accept him... and anybody else who has entered my life and heart that was not the right one intended by anyone such creator's intention... has been part of some God's good given wishes. Who I am looking for? Has already been decided upon... My words my beliefs would not scare someone as such off rather she would be drawn to them... and if I am shopping for groceries things I need or likewise am on Mingle period is bound to come unto me for no other reason than to say hi?

We all meet each other for such said good given reason... That whomever I scare off as such was not intended to come unto me for any such reason. Being scared of who I am cripples me people's words do actually hurt. And am likely to find acceptance just being me and people believing me giving me hope...

:)… to better put it to you... if you've ever seen the haunting of Emily Rose... The main message in it is... "sick" people cannot realize they are "sick" because they have rational thoughts and ideas... You were the first thing I thought of when I woke up... To correct this "problem" of what is seriously wrong with any of us? We have notions abilities problems we're willing to admit unto... and if we were deluded falling away from God? Is that he owes us an explanation to our suffering....

guys I'm sorry but I'll try to clear this up tomorrow I gotta do me for now and get some rest...

Born of yesterday I have to live today
My endless dream to keep on dreaming
Keep pursuing keep up knowledge of time
I can keep trying and keep failing
Keep people in wonder offending people
Doing the right thing, Saying I'm sorry about the confusion
Why is it everytime I make a mistake or in short misunderstood
I create a problem I'm only human and bound to make them
Keep promising everyone anything I cannot be perfect
I'm not God
I'm not even superman
I have to settle on just being me
Keep living my dreams
Despite what was said to confuse anyone
I apologize that I cannot and will not be anywhere near perfect
You can turn a good man bad over a simple misunderstanding...

wait a minute... did you think I was offending carol? what's the issue? I said nothing towards her except I wish I could find the right one... There is some horrendous girls out there mean spirited ones that do not care about you or anyone just like guys... If they are taught to behave then they behave...

Hey! Look they can try to say I made a mistake I can say I'm sorry I made a mistake nobody was being friendly towards me being all polite and kind that if I did anything wrong I'm going to offend people in life... You can rub my nose in it I found the poem funny but you're right... no matter what a girls still a girl to be respected upon... I made a mistake

No guys I disagree not everyone has to be perfect if I was perfect I'd be really screwed over

I always have been what you say doesn't change that about me I'm going to keep being myself even if it hurts me :P

If we start listening to each other forgiving everything and let the past become the past not carry on... we forgive... stop living in the shadows of yesterday's mistakes and just pick your *** on up keep pushing forward and whatever were your dreams pursue those instead of hating yourself for what anyone did wrong unto you...

Isn't everyone kinda just nuts :P... We all have problems what we say does matter we can offend a lot of people in life or choose to forgive them... a bad boy only becomes a bad boy because he keeps getting treated as such if he's taught over and over that he's valued and appreciated for being cool and kind he starts to believe in that... :)

Don't be shy you said nothing wrong none of us say anything wrong... People don't respect people for anything... If you want to speak keep talking... What I think is important is friendship and coexistence...

cute they all look better at last call


lol... everytime a sleezy girl who is not a lady introduces herself to me it only hurts me if I proceed with anything luckily these skanks are smart enough to pick up on the fact I'm not really interested...

I just wish the ones who mattered did :(

Just a note... Everything I do does not have to be perfect and or beautiful :P

Her butts so big
Her moves are kicken
But The hell am I thinken
She looks so fine but she's probably been around
Probably been with everyone but me in this town
She can move sure she can dance
If I gave into her anything it be in my pants
But if I did it would leave a scar
And not just inside my heart
But whatever is among us
If she gave me a dance it probably leave a fungus
Her lips so sweet they probably taste like wine
Probably too drunk to remember me anyway this time
Never trust a girl with a big butt and a smile inside a bar
Just check yourself on out and get back in the car...

Life, Just smiling anyway even if sad, And the constant thought of no one bothering me this moment

Rocky Series

Because it made you, you...