I keep longing for the right girl to tell me those words... while I've heard it things didn't work out and we both parted ways... sometimes takes a life to find your wife and then every other one just kinda wishes you both the best :()… nice job

Maine native Hallie Twomey’s son CJ loved adventure, but he never got a chance to see the world before he took his life. To give him the chance at one last journey, Twomey set up a Facebook page asking strangers to help scatter his ashes around the world, and the response was overwhelming.
At his family’s request, CJ Twomey’s ashes have journeyed to 100 countries, and even into outer space...

How many of us have ever told someone they would do anything for them
That no matter how brave we are on the inside
We are but a shell on the outer
I too have fallen picked up my own beliefs in this world to better myself in knowing only that tomorrow is only going to get better
But what comes tomorrow when you have no yesterday?
All your feelings and memories are placed on a shelf and this memory to better yourself continues to starve what you could have become
How many of us continue to breathe to pick up the pieces of those that have hurt us and continue to know what's right and what's wrong
How many of us have shed tears for our loved ones passing and forget them just cause they're having a bad day
How many of us keep trying keep dying to get noticed and forget why we ever stopped believing in ourselves...
How many people have tried to find passion in a cold dead world
Where churches are built to honor the fallen
And as grave as you live your life your dreams do still matter even if no one hears or sees them come true
You live your life only to make things better time keeps slipping away and when you finally see the light you are reminded how deeply you have always felt
This pain inside made you realize how grateful you are to live...
But those that take their life and don't get to see their dreams come true...
You can keep up with what we've done to this world burning books filled with knowledge or you can turn those ashes into Diamonds
Each sparkling gem tells a story too
Those memories might not be pleasant but they keep a part of us that is alive worth holding onto
And we forget what we might have become and keep holding onto this greater dream
Knowing deep down we could have been this we could have been that
But you kept living because this gem that you are is only becoming ashes...
And when you reach out past all this madness all this pain that is filling your life with lies of how great a man you could have been
Is replaced with what could I have done to make his life better
Have I been a friend to you when you couldn't know what was wrong with me
I too have burned bridges to get to the other side
And in finding my own voice I learned to let go of what was hurting me
My name... Is shared with another who took his life
And I'm carrying on his same dream
Being a poet for others to hear my story
To Reach out from beyond the Heavens and help me thrive to continue the work I have put down so maybe one person amongst many millions could hear my voice for a long time more
I have put down my work cause I was selfish and foolish gave up on my own dreams
While our soldiers die and fight wars they want to get home to
Children to watch grow up and prosper, being who they want to be
Protecting our freedoms devoted to a flag that provides unity for all mankind
And in seeing our dreams shattered, are they fighting and dying for nothing
When all mankind ignores what we've been teaching each other
Is instead replaced with feelings of how could I continue to go on knowing I have been hurt...
We keep listening to brother and sister dying and shed tears for the other and forget they're just as human as the rest of us
How are we supposed to know any different
When all our memories are buried
And replaced with...
Ashes....

Maine native Hallie Twomey’s son CJ loved adventure, but he never got a chance to see the world before he took his life. To give him the chance at one last journey, Twomey set up a Facebook page asking strangers to help scatter his ashes around the world, and the response was overwhelming.
At his family’s request, CJ Twomey’s ashes have journeyed to 100 countries, and even into outer space...

How many of us have ever told someone they would do anything for them
That no matter how brave we are on the inside
We are but a shell on the outer
I too have fallen picked up my own beliefs in this world to better myself in knowing only that tomorrow is only going to get better
But what comes tomorrow when you have no yesterday?
All your feelings and memories are placed on a shelf and this memory to better yourself continues to starve what you could have become
How many of us continue to breathe to pick up the pieces of those that have hurt us and continue to know what's right and what's wrong
How many of us have shed tears for our loved ones passing and forget them just cause they're having a bad day
How many of us keep trying keep dying to get noticed and forget why we ever stopped believing in ourselves...
How many people have tried to find passion in a cold dead world
Where churches are built to honor the fallen
And as grave as you live your life your dreams do still matter even if no one hears or sees them come true
You live your life only to make things better time keeps slipping away and when you finally see the light you are reminded how deeply you have always felt
This pain inside made you realize how grateful you are to live...
But those that take their life and don't get to see their dreams come true...
You can keep up with what we've done to this world burning books filled with knowledge or you can turn those ashes into Diamonds
Each sparkling gem tells a story too
Those memories might not be pleasant but they keep a part of us that is alive worth holding onto
And we forget what we might have become and keep holding onto this greater dream
Knowing deep down we could have been this we could have been that
But you kept living because this gem that you are is only becoming ashes...
And when you reach out past all this madness all this pain that is filling your life with lies of how great a man you could have been
Is replaced with what could I have done to make his life better
Have I been a friend to you when you couldn't know what was wrong with me
I too have burned bridges to get to the other side
And in finding my own voice I learned to let go of what was hurting me
My name... Is shared with another who took his life
And I'm carrying on his same dream
Being a poet for others to hear my story
To Reach out from beyond the Heavens and help me thrive to continue the work I have put down so maybe one person amongst many millions could hear my voice for a long time more
I have put down my work cause I was selfish and foolish gave up on my own dreams
While our soldiers die and fight wars they want to get home to
Children to watch grow up and prosper, being who they want to be
Protecting our freedoms devoted to a flag that provides unity for all mankind
And in seeing our dreams shattered, are they fighting and dying for nothing
When all mankind ignores what we've been teaching each other
Is instead replaced with feelings of how could I continue to go on knowing I have been hurt...
We keep listening to brother and sister dying and shed tears for the other and forget they're just as human as the rest of us
How are we supposed to know any different
When all our memories are buried
And replaced with...
Ashes....

I've had best friends turn their back and watched me passed out on the floor from drinking while I've had people that weren't so nice to me growing up be the first to defend my right to better myself through any means possible... so in short, nobody ever really is just that cruel or nice and thoughtful this human experience keeps us wanting more cause we've all hurt someone along the way sometimes unknowingly where they had a scar you gained a strength and vice versa... who's to say any of us hasn't regretted what they've done or keep doing unknowingly... in the states we had a story about an old vet that gave this waitress gruff for years on end always complaining... and when he passed... he left her with an astonishing amount of his life savings that was out of her wildest expectations…

Deep in the dunes where you lost your way
Lost is the cause to find you
What you seek of inside yourself is lost from the view of never
I lost my soul in the twist of madness
Long lost from the road of kings
What has left you inside your heart is the longest flame of view
You stole my soul and I took your faith
Blinded you with perdition
The deepest cut within your soul is the longest will to find you
I have lost this battle, my thoughts are lost
All I have known is erased and the passion to be
Is never filled
I have sucked the venom from a vicious snake
And you still recoil my innards by the sharpness of your teeth
Forget what is real and what is lost...
Be the one to change who I am....

Serky is sad :(… because the more he tries to put love into this world the more he is rejected... the more people envy him he keeps measuring up his own failures...

The more and more I think of each day
Is to keep breathing till you take my breath away
Each scar each tear left me blisseming still
And the measure of my voice was left with but a whimper
I have tried to move on past the flames of hell into the unknown...
And found the need to exceed my will found in the fury that I can quench the very essence of Hell if I believe in myself
Fore to achieve Nirvana and this inner being of light
Is to forgive myself for not being perfect
And accept my own dreams and limitations
Fore my kingdom is built strong and secure amongst the clouds protected by angels
While the demons below wrath in impurity of a star that will never die...

Well, a beautiful woman actually listens to me more than Paul McCartney... scratch that off my bucket list ;)

You write with such passion and voice that speaks volumes whether low or hard your words are still heard by those blinded and or deaf to societies needs and well beings...

Shania~ Don't you listen to the Beatles... Let it be... :() … if it's a ruse, learn to keep things interesting a man is often lead by this need to better himself... if he wants to hurt you, he's going to find a way whether you like him or not? If he respects you he'll keep coming back into your life time and time again. If he loves you he'll keep finding his way into your life like anyone who has hurt you prior. I've been burned needed abused and neglected and regret none of it... Because it made me better along the way... each time it made me stronger so I could face this person I truly needed... this opposite me, one day...

People break laws and or rules to see if they can get away with it? In order to prefect perfect harmony within each other you have to keep each other happy. You have to truly understand one another. If both of you agree on the issue a peace is withstood. And if polygamy is both your goal you find happiness. But if monogamy is truly your ideal. You have to truly understand your own values before the others. And find this reason other than scars to truly forgive the other. When you find this perfect person that makes you happy your ideals are usually theirs or you're both willing to work towards reason... The world is full of players and while you get burned they burn themselves further. To find out if a man is going to cheat or not? Why not simply just ask him what his values on life is? If he has a heart usually a brain too... He values love. If this love is betrayed you have to both work at it or you might've just let s good man walk away from being a king cobra into a slithering worm...

Pride, empathy, pain
Someone so negative they lack anything especially a brain
Saying something negative can generate a lot for someone with a heart
And saying nothing back when conflicted can leave you stagnant
In walking away you're leaving a shadow
And in tearing them apart you're leaving your pain left on their skin
But they still walk away regardless a victim a scared cat
And in choosing to defend yourself
You become worse than them
But nobody walks alone in knowing what's right from wrong
And this measure to better ourselves
Is knowing sometimes even God doesn't know when to give up
To truly reason with someone you both must understand each other
But this world has gone too stagnant to really listen to anyone these days...
That's why millionaires are created from getting pregnant at 16
And the people envy them
Because no one cares how much effort you put in
They tear you apart
When you find a way to make your name shine again
That's when they really start to notice you
Finding their voice to say I'm sorry
And in conflicting each other's wrongs
You do indeed learn to forgive the world for everything it has put you through...

When you touch me
I feel like your body is as firm as a kite
I want to hold you carry you in my arms
Away from burdens heavy pressures

To give me you and only you
Is to wet the tongue
Stagnant emotions are often wasted
And open kiss lights the flame
And I let go and you exhale

Deep ragged heaving
And the breath that follows
As we look into eachother's eyes
Is not remorseful but pure

You wrap your body around me like a ghost
Holding me close
And as firm as your hand is against my thigh
I am never guess why, not

Instead of casting sinful pleasures
I delight in the ecstacy of night's breathing
And the sounds of eachother's hearts
Beats like a drum

To long to ever tomorrow
And scarred is the kiss
That cannot fail
You keep me utterly sane in this crazy world

My dirty naughty girl
You ravage this man's lips like a vacuum
What will lead on tonight
As any other temptation it is only a voice
To keep you moving against my pillow
And the smoothness of your skin
Coaxes any poison liquored up inside of me
You keep me famishing
And the smell of your skin
Drives me further into you

Longing into the night of what could possibly go wrong
If I give you everything including myself
You would simply fade away
And leave me wondering how and when I'll see you next time

Passionate and intoxicating now you make me want to smoke :)

The price and the power of love is a curious thing a man can offer his soul and receive nothing in return or likewise for a lady... but to truly find happieness with the other... is to keep dreaming keep up hope have some sense you're doing the right thing... who we are is but illusions holding onto this inner reflection of our memories of who we were yesterday... to change tomorrow ultimately? You change your course of the river... turbulent waters are forecast and the shadows that lie in wait our own fears and illusions telling us to stop dreaming...

Life is without reason
You can keep guessing who you are
Or simply fade into another existence
Life is with hardships and failures
Sometimes bringing so much pain into our lives
All we want to do is hide under a blanket
But we keep going out for different things
Sometimes money, sometimes love, sometimes finding love while working
Where is your passion without warmth
And in loving so many others
Have I not been a victim myself
Have I not given any noted thought of their needs
I tried to listen
I paid the way a thousand times
And each breath brought me back to uncertainty
Cause I smile she smiles and with her happiness I am happy
If she loves another I am too at fault
But true love is going to lead us back to each other
Lives in and out
It's all the same as long as there is such a thing as love...

This is probably the first poem I ever wrote? And I'm going to do my best to recall it as best I can? I was 16... and darkness was what drove me so i write to a lil bit of anything or anything...

A solemn promise
A shallow death
Left alone in this abyss
I twist for comfort and never sleep
Another day another breath
I seek another and cannot rest
Another day, another breath
Who am I in all this mess
I journey forward
I travel on
I'm born again
This time alone

and yea i couldn't recall the juicy bits and pieces stringing the whole concept togehter...

I believe in more than just typical "religion" that your soul continues to persevere... these lands you choose to explore in the vast universe are up to any of mankind's beliefs... all religions point to a "heaven" and a "hell" I might point out also that every religion including science is greatly disturbed that an end to the planet is coming... the earth has had five mass extinctions throughout time not just the dinosaurs... so what's going to discover us? And we will be too self absorbed into our own power being one with the universe to even bother... Cause humans once not enslaved to shudder under the presence of a God have accomplished marvelous things... given that all we had were caves and tons of trees in the beginning of civilization... that these communities continue to grow and expand and meeting these people that without given thought there has to be other life out there other than billions of solar systems? We're not sleeping with the animals when we have warm beds to lie down in, and discovering our strengths make us beyond human...

Don't let go
I'm not so lost I'm in control
I've got my lead
I don't need anything
Just what's up my sleeve
Who are you but to run away
Leaving all to yourself
Who are you, what are you looking for
Do you belong to me?
I let you go feel free to follow your heart
Know that you're everything I need
Let go learn how to look away
Learn what you're waiting for
And you belong to me...

Time without whispers is another
Longing to hold each other's hands
Time is the future of giving
Knowing not what's the plan
Time keeps whispering...
Slippin' away
Just when you think you've got it done
Time is yesterday
You can keep dreaming
Wishing guilt on yourself
If you reach out deep in the night
Who are you, but yourself
Time you can wonder
Times that you're right
Times you didn't know right from wrong
How many of us are lost in this fight
You can keep dreaming
Wishing away
When you think you've done lost yourself
Dream for yesterday...

Darlin, let go of the past focus on the future
Cause without dreams without letting go you're never going to meet each other
Tides drift in and you've bumped into a few along the way
Never was the right one cause you kept searching
Not letting your heart rest to be you
You have a lot to say about yourself and the world
And you let that pride undertake the most important part of yourself
You are a shining star you can try to stay knelt down but you know you for you
And if being you is too hard and too constraint
You can always follow another's example
Be the person you want to be through the eyes of a tiger
You're ready for anything...

I hate fighting
But will defend anybody anytime any place
Because it's hard to know the whole situation
Are any of us ever truly bad people
But we also have a lot of insecurities in this world
And those voices call to us to better achieve our hopes and fantasies
I believe in a lot of things, never had much faith in mankind
And maybe I should try to hear out what people have to say
Before sinking my teeth into the other like a shark
I have listened before and they kept at it anyway
I cannot change who I am or try to
I'm going to do it regardless
But I can be a better man knowing the whole situation first...