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Fri 12/07/07 12:37 AM
I freaking love that song.


As for the Midas touch, that can be dangerous. He'd talking about bringing in broken girls and fixing them. I have noticed some bad reactions to from trying to "fix" the "broken" One is that if they were broken when they came into your shop, they will leave when they get fixed and do what they were meant to do. Anytime someone who was broken latched to me because they loved the way I lifted them up from a cold world and helped them realize the beauty that's been hiding inside, they soon grew tolerant of it and didn't need me anymore.

This kinda reminds me of something I wrote. The point I'm making, not the song. And what you are about to read is not a poem:

Flowers VS Gold

Next time you think you might be able to woo a girl by
saying, "Yo, I'll treat you like gold, my lil' angel
drawers" read this and maybe you might get to see
the wings spread.


With flowers people need to care for them, feed them,
shine light upon them so they can GROW, and even talking
to them, until they die. Now with gold, all you have to
do is clean it to make it pretty, people wear gold as a
symbol of wealth or money, and when it gets tarnished or
scratched or broken or if people get bored with it, people toss
it aside and get a new piece.

Get it, piece.

Anyway, I think, and this is through my experience, that
females in general don't want correction. When they come
to you with a problem they have with themselves, they don't
want you to say they or you can and should fix it. Just
listen and shut the hell up. If you want or feel the need
to say anything, just say I'll be here. As guys we are
always trying to improve, whether it's the house, a
sidewalk, a new version of a web community or even
ourselves. Ever noticed how they react when trying to help
our way? Usually we are looked at as controlling, manipulative
or a FRIEND. Believe it or not they sorta got their **** in
line. Not to say we don't, we just live in another world.
As males, we are simple, this is for the ladies by the way.
If you think we are complicated or confusing, chances are,
you're thinking too hard. But I'm not trying to teach you
anything, change you never. Just wish we could see eye to eye
and not think we are all bad people just because the notches
on our headboards accumulate.

We are very different, even within our own sexes. Think of it
this way, we are whirlwinds and you are rocks.

No offense, it could go either way.






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Fri 12/07/07 12:26 AM
I know I tend to write a book at times (being a writer and all) but I hope you read my experiences. Maybe they may make sense

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Fri 12/07/07 12:20 AM
Edited by HazzMatt on Fri 12/07/07 12:24 AM
I have been in situations like this, one of which was exactly like this. The person I dated, we talked on the phone for months and we finally met. Now she had her issues as does everyone else. After a while things seemed different, lack of emotion, phone calls, everything slowed down. She told me that when things get serious she tends to push away.

Believe me, that hurt, going through the emails and letters and text messages, all proving differently. It hurt a lot seeing that difference. As much as it did, I left her alone. I am only selfish enough to protect myself. I will not make someone else miserable because I need questions answered. I took her word for it and have never spoken again.

Another story was very similar, she feared the serious yet the contrary was what I was led to believe in the beginning. So I did the same, I left her alone with no quarrel. As I moved on and found someone new, she started to call me. She didn't know I was with anyone, so this wasn't a jealousy issue. She genuinely regretted what she did and wanted to get back. I never saw her so hurt by her own decision. She never regretted (she claims) anything she's done. I just became cold, I knew she was hurting and I didn't want her to know about my new life, I didn't want her to hurt more. So I didn't talk to her like we used to, I wasn't mean or anything, I just went distant.

So love does hurt, sometimes the mind makes foolish decisions our heart pays for.

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Fri 12/07/07 12:01 AM
You say your goin' through changes
Everything seemed your life was up and down
And you say that your lookin' for an answer
Everywhere you look it seemed it cant be found
Like searchin' tryin' to find a rainbow
But no ones ev - no ones ev - no ones ever found
But if your lookin' for a lover
Everything you need, you can find right here in me

I've got the midas touch
Everything I touch turns to gold
(Oh sugar)
I've got the midas touch
Baby let me touch your body and your soul

Now you've been trappaed by a love
Someone breaks your heart and then says goodbye
So u say you'll never love another
Tired of playin games and thats the reason why

But now when ever we're together
Theres a certain feeling that we both agree
And its time that you opened up your love
Cos if you dont ever try then baby you may never see

I've got the midas touch
Everything i touch, turns to gold
(Yeah darlin')
I've got the midas touch
Baby let me touch your body and your soul
(OooooHh)

Together you and I were meant to be
I'll be right beside you in ex!@#%...

(The midas to-touch)
(OooooHh)
I've got the midas touch
Everything I touch, turns to gold
(Its all in my hand)
I've got the midas touch
Baby let me touch your body and your soul
(wont you let me, let you, baby)

I've got the midas touch..
I've got the midas touch..






These days? That was over 20 years ago

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Thu 12/06/07 11:45 PM
I doubt he was directing this toward God. But let's say he was so I can make this theory.

God is an infallible being. Jesus is his son and God in the flesh. Flesh is material. All sin is connected to the flesh. When God cast down Lucifer, he gave him the earth and control of the sinful desires of the flesh. Flesh is is ultimately ruled by the mind. The mind creates reason and logically determines the best excuse as to why the flesh sins. The longing for knowledge was man's first sin.

The spirit's worst enemy is the mind.

Jesus took all the sins ever in existence and felt that weight on him. That weight is called guilt, shame and humiliation. When flesh feels those three burdens, the mind must form reason. The mind that felt that much burden, and a very heavy one at that, had nowhere else to look but the one who allowed this happen. That would be the One who is All.

Everyone who has sinned looked and found an excuse that was an outside influence. Combine all of it and logically there can be only one source, The Creator. Jesus felt so much sin that only the flesh could feel and the mind could calculate. If it was toward God, it was his flesh and mind speaking it and not the spirit.


But that's if he was actually speaking to God.

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Thu 12/06/07 10:47 PM
Known throughout the southern states as "The Spatula"

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Thu 12/06/07 05:41 PM
Welcome sweetie, And have fun

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Thu 12/06/07 05:39 PM
Welcome sweetie, and have some fun

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Thu 12/06/07 05:38 PM
Edited by HazzMatt on Thu 12/06/07 05:38 PM
Can't wait to foreclose another house.

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Thu 12/06/07 05:27 PM
crop

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Thu 12/06/07 05:23 PM
I never considered not taking a chance

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Thu 12/06/07 02:23 PM
Edited by HazzMatt on Thu 12/06/07 02:24 PM
Turned his former coke habit into a circus sideshow. For elwood

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Thu 12/06/07 02:20 PM
Seduces her tennis students

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Thu 12/06/07 02:10 PM
If you're into those type of things then go for it. Just don't mix any emotions up in it.

I for one have had many, most of them involved the girl I was dating seriously. I only did it because I didn't want them to feel like they were missing out. That's the problem with bi girls/people. If they're still a venture bisexual they tend to feel repressed.

To be honest and this may seem strange coming from a guy, I don't like them (threesomes) I like to concentrate on one person. I like the intimacy. So sometimes I avoid bisexuals or at least get to know them to see if they know what they really want. I've been looking for something serious for a while now and I the only sexual exploration I want to experience is with my number one.

But by all means, go for it, as long as it's just for fun.

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Thu 12/06/07 01:28 PM
I would....

Would you eat the fish you caught.

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Wed 12/05/07 08:58 PM
I will fight on in your honor, my lady

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Wed 12/05/07 08:55 PM
Aww MAAAAN!

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Wed 12/05/07 08:52 PM
I can't let that happen to Bry

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Wed 12/05/07 08:48 PM
What you are doing now is a great start

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Wed 12/05/07 08:46 PM
I cried a bit when I watched that.