I think I can help a lot of people. So im opening an advice thread. If you need advice or any help at all tell me what you need and I will email you with the best advice I can give.


Yours in love and healing,
Shi

forgiven for the first time, but not forgotten!

OK this is why i am the way i am


Eight days before I was born my parents married. They married because of me. My dad never wanted to be stuck in that kind of a relationship so he abused me. A few days after being home from the hospital after being born he choked me almost to death....shook me as you should never do to a child. My parents eventually divorced and my mother and father both remarried.(he did so twice.) But every other weekend I was forced to see my dad. the athorities said if i didnt my mother would go to jail. So i went. Enduring s much pain from being hit and lifted feet of the ground by my hair(the reason I have short hair) bikes thrown at me....i couldnt do it anymore....i turned 18 on the 10th of feburary 2007 and after 18 solid years of abuse i confronted my dad.

what I learned was how to stand up to people. People always call me gay or say I look like a guy without even knowing me. They dont get a chance to. I cant bring myself to grow out my hair and ill never be able to. But thats who i am. I learned that no matter what anyone says if im happy that all that matters to me. If i can wake up in the morning and look in the mirror and say that myself and God know im not gay or a guy then i can move on.

All i ever wanted out of life was a father and to this day he mentally abuses me making me think it was all my fault....plus I deal with people on my case about how i look, but to the world: i am whi i am. accept me or dont. i never saw you having to eat food being shoved down your throat by a man trying to kill you.

Im ok though. all in all i know now that no one can judge me but God and im happy.

SUBWAY!!!!!!!!!

dont be mean to urself

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irish







died black hair hate the red

care to explain widowerseeking

there i think i set it right

well just like that guy that showed his penis in the picture and was going around leaving rude comments.....i think everyone tried to delete that

lol beware now im after you lol

well dont scare me like that.....i almost had a heart attack

so are u being serious.....or were u joking

wmyers4u y u being mean to me i didnt do anything to u

only if the topic was in the wrong spot or was bad or something i would vote to delete it, but other than that i just saw what people were talking about.

how was i abusing it?

What did they do with the moderate page.....i used to use that a lot to get into topics....id go see what people were talking about and jump in if i felt so inclined.....why'd they get rid of it?

The song emotionless by good charlotte