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Tue 08/31/10 06:24 PM
Yaaaaay, another Whovian! Which Doctor is your favorite?

And I'm moderately fed, I suppose, I'm not as starving as I was, say, a year ago... *nodnods* But it makes for a wonderful screenname XD

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Tue 08/31/10 06:21 PM
"Just a Place-Keeper"

I’m a minor character
In this fairy tale.
I’m here for a bit,
just for a short span of time.

Really, I’m not important.
I’m not stupid—I
don’t assume otherwise.
But it doesn’t make it hurt less,
you know—but hey,
it’s no surprise...

I’m just your place-keeper,
a bookmark in your life.
Someone else is meant to go here,
and it’s only a matter of time.
I know I’m not important,
and these dreams are fantasy,
but I’m okay with being a side-note,
when you’re here with me.

Part of me is scared for when
this chapter of life comes to an end,
because I know how much it’ll hurt,
and it may never mend.
Perhaps it’s because you mean
everything to me,
but I wish that you might stay,
instead of leaving me.


I am just your place-keeper,
a bookmark in your life.
Someone else is going to be here,
and it’s only a matter of time.
I know I’m not important,
and these dreams are fantasy,
but I’m okay with being a side-note,
when you’re here with me.

Part of me is terrified,
but hey, who wouldn’t be?
I will be asked to step aside
for someone that I’ll never be!
And when that moment comes,
you’ll want me to bow out silently,
and you won’t look back,
not once, not ever,
to see the pain in me.


I know I’m just a place-keeper
for this little section of your life.
Someone else is going to be here
in just a little while.
I know that I am useless,
and I live in fantasies,
but I wish I wasn’t such a side-note
when you were here with me.

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Tue 08/31/10 06:11 PM
*also offers cake*

... everyone loves cake, right? =D I promise, there isn't even any death!

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Tue 08/31/10 05:58 PM
Edited by StarvingMe on Tue 08/31/10 06:03 PM
Hello, everyone!

I just wanted to pop up and see if there were any starving artists out there. I know I am (hence my username), and was hoping to find a few people to chat about until I can get back to my recent project, repainting my Soom Chalco (if that means anything to anyone. If not, I can elaborate, I suppose XD), as well as making more stuff for the upcoming convention (need to make Doctor Who things, as well as more actual ANIME stuff, for the ANIME convention XD).

One of the blank resin-children visiting me:


Current project to work on:

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Tue 08/31/10 05:50 PM
MMmm, so, to ask the question that I've been asking, how does my profile look? I know I'm very new and shouldn't expect results immediately, but it's nice to know where I stand...

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Tue 08/31/10 05:30 PM
So, upon seeing the plethora of people out there and wondering what I'm supposed to be doing, I figure... why not...

I am... well, I'm not really sure how to classify me. I'm not a movie buff, though I do love movies. I'm not a music-nut, though I do know and love a lot of music. I am not one of those sensitive, emo artists that cry over emo music that "totally gets into my soul" (though I do cry over some music...). I am not some eccentric book-collector, though I do own a LOT of books... I suppose I'm just me.

I have no children, just my resinfamily (more on that in a bit) and my dog, Sweeney (Todd). I draw cartoons, comics, portraits, ehatever gets me sandwich money. I write fantasy fiction and enjoy reading a fanciful yarn. I love to listen to music: Voltaire, Emilie Autumn, Nightwish, Tori Amos--LOTS. I love to watch movies. V for Vendetta, Labyrinth, The Princess Bride, Ponyo, Scott Pilgrim Versus the World, Vampire Hunter D--I love me some fantasy films!

I am pretty well out of work right now, thought I'm doing random temp work for various employment agencies in hope of finding something to last longer. I hope to find someone to prove history wrong and show me that hey, I may actually be worth it. I live in the middle of nowhere, I know, but I travel a lot, I'm up in Omaha about once a week at minimum, and am online -constantly-.

Long story short, I've dated two people before. That was pretty much it. once in the beginning of high school, and once over the past 15 months or so, and neither did me much good. I'm hoping that maybe I could find someone to make me feel like I'm worth it.

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