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Fri 09/05/08 01:54 AM


our concept of government and society... it needs a bit of shookup-edness smokin
I totally agree! The Foundation this Nation is founded on needs shakin!!!:thumbsup:



HEHE.... "IeeIeeI'll SHAKE YOUR FOUNDATIONS..." lol sorry had to smokin

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Fri 09/05/08 01:52 AM

thats a great poem.. I really enjoyed reading it...


Thank you flowerforyou It was written on the fly, I just let what was on my mind come out onto the screen smokin

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Fri 09/05/08 01:50 AM
our concept of government and society... it needs a bit of shookup-edness smokin

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Fri 09/05/08 01:47 AM
Possibly the most entertaining thread I've read thusfar lol rofl rofl smokin I will say that of all the sights I've socialized on, this one is absolutely by far the most interactive and friendly. drinker drinker drinks drinks

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Fri 09/05/08 01:43 AM
spent my whole life wading in the pool of just out of reach
never taking the time to swim out away from the warm,
safe beach
now I'm wondering if it's too late to out and get a good wave
is what I'm looking for just out of sight should I dive in and get away

standing on the shore of my whole life
I've made a comfortable spot by the bonfire light
looking out on the ocean of possibility
Sometimes I wonder how many ships have gone by
I should've been on but was too afraid to try
to swim a few yards out in to the sea

Into the ocean of possibility.


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Mon 09/01/08 03:20 AM
fey

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Mon 09/01/08 03:01 AM

...Noway!

Having an infection of sorts that would produce massive amounts of snot would be the worst.slaphead
There is no getting away from a boogerill


rofl rofl rofl rofl

I've so been there! I've had nasty allergies since I was like twelve months old, to me its just a part of life, but to others... can be quite disconcerting sad2

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Mon 09/01/08 02:58 AM

Age has nothing to do with it flowerforyou


oh I soooooooooooooooooooooooo disagree smokin I find that there are benefits to both younger and older women, but if you want good love and not just a good f'k, go with an older woman every time drinker smokin

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Mon 09/01/08 02:33 AM
Edited by Myrrdin on Mon 09/01/08 02:34 AM
Do you ever think of me, and how we made the sun shine in each other’s eyes?

Do you ever miss my touch or the feeling when we held each other tight?

Do you ever think of how it felt to feel warm and loved inside?

Do you ever wonder if you’ll ever again feel so alive?

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Thu 08/28/08 10:54 PM

that pic says Im waiting for ladyliz to come by....lol


anytime hon smokin flowerforyou

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Thu 08/28/08 09:30 PM
captain america's been torn apart, hes a court jester with a broken heart, turn me around take me back to the start, I must be losing my mind, are you blind? I've seen it all a million times

G n' R Paradise City

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Thu 08/28/08 09:18 PM
Questions:
1) Do you believe in a god that performs miracles.
I believe in many gods and goddesses that have the ability to influence. Yes I believe in magick (that energy that surrounds us and connects all life) and yes I believe it can be focused toward a purpose with success. Do I believe in "miracles" such as described in the bible? no. In my view it's how they explained magick smokin

2) Do you consider miracles to be supernatural. ie that nature would not have normally permitted a certain outcome, or the probability of it happening is 0. God allowed an exception? No, I believe magick is natural (again to me, miracle = magick)

3) Do you submit to an afterlife? yes
a) Where do you think this afterlife takes place? Another realm? Another reality? A Higher dimension? And Why one place over another? (Be careful here you either have to admit you have no clue or have to start rationalizing words like realm, reality, dimension, spirit world, ect . . . nothing wrong with that just requires some analysis of definitions.) I believe the after life is. It is a continuation of this existence, and yes I believe we can be reincarnated. I believe that heaven, avalon, "the otherworld" are all the same place, do I believe in hell, no. I believe there is one afterlife, and how you live your life here will determine how you are received and treated there. i also don't believe that you are forced to reincarnate. I believe you are given the choice. However, I'm pretty sure that for some that choice is easier than for others to make. for example, when mother theresa was recieved in the afterlife, it was warm and receptive. It wouldn't be such a bad thing for her to say "you know, i think I want to stay here in the afterlife." However, when hitler got there, the greeting was probably quite different and can imagine it was easy for him to make the choice to come back and learn a few more lessons smokin

4) Do you believe in a personal spirit? yes
a) What is the purpose of a personal spirit? it is our life essance, it's what individualizes you from me.
b) What is the function of a personal spirit (keep it simple, just state what functions a spirit would need to facilitate its purpose.) explaining the function of the personal spirit is like explaining the function of our being... good luck flowerforyou perhaps it is just that, for us to simply exist as the individual we are.

5) Do you believe in a universal spirit? yes
a) Is this god? yes/no I don't believe in an "all powerfull creator god" gods and goddess are ascended spirits, one day we can be among them (IMO)
b) What is this universal spirit? Is this just a medium, energy, information storage? ect ect . . the universal spirit is the original 'all' that all existence... whether flesh or spirit sprang from, it's what connects us all as it's where we all came from. In my believe the 'all' was simply life energy, that became sentient and aware of itself. where it came from... does it matter? even as a christian i never understood why someone needed to know the source of their source... seriously, I don't have the energy to fall into that whirlpool.

6) If god created the universe, who created god? I believe my opinion on that would spring from my answers above.

7) If god has always existed then what dictated when god created our universe? ie Why now? the all became sentient and aware of itself... imagine being the only life in existence.

8) If god created the universe, is there other universes god has created or is this the only one? the universe, i believe created the all. (i.e. energy massed, became sentient) but I do believe in multiple universes.
a) If one universe, why one?
b) If multiple universes, why multiple? there is evidence thanks to quantum physics (that I am like very much just scratching the surface of knowledge in) that not only are their multiple universes, but we are one in a sea of universes that coexist.

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Thu 08/28/08 08:39 PM
Wasted time and wasted years
feel like I'm drowning in a sea of tears
Maybe tomorrow 'll be a brand new day
I bought in to the age old lie
do what you want while you've got the time
now I'm 33 still living off that cheap wine

they sold me a grand peace of real estate in life
they said boy it's gonna be alright
turned out to be a tainted paradise
I should've known the promised land doesn't flow with wine

looking back across the years
at all my dreams and all my fears
it's a miracle I'm still alive
they sold me a lie and I bought in
to a life of wasted love and sin
now I'm standing here all alone out in the cold

they sold me a grand peace of real estate in life
they said boy it's gonna be alright
turned out to be a tainted paradise
I should've known the promised land doesn't flow with wine

what am I supposed to do
with this jaded past
how am I supposed to handle having been
such a bad, bad man...
bad, bad man

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Thu 08/28/08 03:55 PM
Edited by Myrrdin on Thu 08/28/08 03:56 PM

This wall would fall down with out me.....really it would...


I was tired that night, actually I would've fallen without the wall lol smokin

how do I kill that camera up there?

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Thu 08/28/08 03:51 PM
they want to know what it's like to be homeless? have them hop a train to spokane, wa, with only the cloths on their backs. spend a week with no access to their credit, cash or anything else. and oh yea, don't provide their way home devil FYI, I chose Spokane because it's the homeless capital of eastern WA.

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Thu 08/28/08 03:45 PM
The scars won't heal
but time may mend
they say, well I hope so

sometimes I feel
as though I'm reaching my end
the nights get so cold

marooned on this island
of broken dreams
hard not to feel the pain

and no one knows
inside how I feel
if they did what would it matter anyway

the wind grows cold
when your heart grows old
I'm just another wandering soul
looking for a home
a place I used to know
I'm just a traveler on this lonely road

They told me
when I was young
It'll all work out if you stick to your guns

Now I realize
it was just another lie
cause I've gotten no where and I'm still no one

I had an angel once
and lost her while I dreamed
I guess it was for the best

but I've lost everything
that meant anything to me
and I haven't got much left

the wind grows cold
when your heart grows old
I'm just another wandering soul
looking for a home
a place I used to know
I'm just a traveler on this lonely road

the road I've traveled on is broken and long
the journey's turned my heart to stone
will I ever find a place my heart can call home
or am I stuck here on this road alone

the wind grows cold
when your heart grows old
I'm just another wandering soul
looking for a home
a place I used to know
I'm just a traveler on this lonely road

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Thu 08/28/08 03:32 PM
what the hell am i doin...smokin

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Thu 08/28/08 12:02 AM
Behind your eyes
I see a girl with dreams locked up inside
It's time to let them be free
Your a beautiful girl
don't let what you've been told cloud your world
be true to yourself and who your meant to be

there's a light in your eyes
that won't let me look away
the way you make me feel inside
it's got me wishing on a star for someday

You've got me mesmerized
so mesmerized

such a beautiful heart
you keep hidden to hide the battle scars
loneliness is a hard road
so hold your head high
be proud of who you are inside
there's more to you than most will ever know

there's a light in your eyes
that won't let me look away
the way you make me feel inside
it's got me wishing on a star for someday

You've got me mesmerized
so mesmerized

every time you come near me
the butterflies attack my belly
just like they used to do in grade school
someday I want to hold your hand
and be the one you call your man
until then I have my dreams to hold on to

I don't even have a clue
if you look at me the way I look at you
all I know is how I feel when I'm near you
I know you need time
just lettin' you know what's been on my mind
hoping someday you'll see me the way that I see you

there's a light in your eyes
that won't let me look away
the way you make me feel inside
it's got me wishing on a star for someday

You've got me mesmerized
so mesmerized

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Wed 08/27/08 11:18 PM
Edited by Myrrdin on Wed 08/27/08 11:19 PM


master at an s&m house pitchfork lol oops, that was meant for two people above me smokin the guy above me gets band mate to willy nelson smokin



the master of the S & M house was for me?

For Rara....... i am guessing......... professional instigator:tongue:


lol no... for just a guy rofl

auto collector smokin

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Wed 08/27/08 11:01 PM

heartfelt and full of emotion-greaflowerforyou :smile: job


thank you blushing

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