Rozey......can't believe your from Sedro Wooley.........it's been a while but I lived in Skagit County for 19 years :) been here in Southern Utah for 9 years. I sure do miss not being there...........lots of great people. My son and granddaughter still live in Washington. My ex daughter in law lives in Mt Vernon still :) So nice to see someone from there on here.
BTW how's the sound? I sure do miss taking trips to Anacortes or out to Clayton to play in the water :)

Oscar Meyer Weiner!!

What do you wish you were?

Actually I wished I were living in the mountains on a horse ranch with all the horses I could ride.

To fireangel........thanks so much for the nice words and encouragement.....I hope your right :)

Im2fun, I here you loud and clear!! I know exactly how you feel. I have lost and gained weight so many times I've lost count. I'm sick of failing........so I've tried to accept myself the way I am and do pretty much......it's everyone else that has the problem. It's pretty sad how a person is treated just because they are overweight. I suppose the people that don't treat you very nice or just ignore you just because your overweight aren't worth your/my time anyway........but society now a days is really disjointed.....to put it nicely. I guess if love finds me that would be nice and if it doesn't guess it wasn't meant to be for some reason.
Im2fun, chin up :) keep smiling and things will work out.....I hope....laughs!

Maybe it's where I live?

Thanks for your replies I appreciate the input.
Part of me agrees with you and the other part gets really tired of constant rejection....and guys think they get rejected lots.........NOT!!! Sometimes I just want to give up the quest for a partner and just live alone and be lonely the rest of my life. I've been alone for 7 years now (by choice) but now feel I would like to have a quality man in my life to share everything with......man is it ever hard these days......or it's my age, weight ??? I just don't get it.......when I was in my 20's finding a guy was like picking them off a tree....hehehe.......but anymore it's so painful. Have all older men gone unrealistic in their expectations of a partner............I don't care what a guy looks like as long as his heart is good.

Tell me if it's wrong or that I shouldn't hide that I'm a heavy girl to the guys? Most men don't even give me the time of day because they view my picture (I don't think I'm that ugly) and won't even write back or give me a chance to show I'm a great person. I feel like I need to hide my weight until he gets to know me and like me then tell him I'm heavy. What say you people?

Are you acting to desperate cuz that can be a turn off for some women that would like to take it slow and get to know you better. And just like ArtGurl said it DOES happen to women all the time...........ya just gotta be patient the right one will come along for you. Hang tight! :)

Stevewm, honesty is great if your not self serving and just plain mean. Sounds to me like your just into yourself and don't really care much about other peoples feelings. What a lonely person you much be. I'm really sorry.

ok redneck dude........sorry my alzheimers kicked in and I forgot your name.....laughs........anyway, well shoot, now I forgot what I was going to say......hehehe
Big women do rock don't they........come get your sugar honey!!

Bobdesigns4262, you are one sexy hunk of man ......... eeuuu, bald is so sexy!! Come to momma :) laughs!!

ranbill, I think was his name......honey, you don't have a clue do you. Lots of large women are healthier than skinny women..........just because we're large doesn't mean we are out of shape or unhealthy. I've always worked out and don't have high blood pressure or diabetes or any health problems for that matter..........in fact, I bet I'll out live you!!! You shouldn't believe what all the "experts say" they just say what they say to promote either theres or someone elses products and services. I'm 5'2" 200 lbs and proud of it!! I'm healthy and work out 5 days a week.......I'm a very beautiful and sexy woman........like some of you others have said if someone slams you it's because of their own insecurities.....they aren't even worth your thought :) so be strong with your head up all you big women!!! YA!!

Oh I forgot to tell Heart break kid what a doll he is!! :)
I just love all you guys that don't mind heavy women!!

ahhhhhh, you people are so nice and supportive :) thank you!!
stevewm, your entitled to your opionion, but your missing out :) and I'll have you know I'm 5'2" and 200 lbs and have no health problems. I work out regulary and eat right. Don't ask me why the weight doesn't come off.....possibly my age and because I'm not starving myself to get the weight off anymore. Granted I didn't eat right when the weight came on........but it was so gradual I didn't really care or notice it coming on me. And people I do love myself, and I think I'm a great catch for any guy.......I have 1 flaw........I'm NOT a *****. Why on earth do men like *****y women? I've seen it over and over again.........what.....reminds them of their mothers, grandmothers, sisters etc? I don't get it!!!
and Hotbaysch, your so cute :) kissy kissy
Why can't you nice guys that like meat on womens bones life in my neighborhood? :)

Where do I find a guy that doesn't mind meat on a womans bones?
Seems like MOST guys like twiggies........it sure is hard to find a guy that likes hefty women!
Where are all the unshallow men hanging?

And the point of this is?

Ok I'll bite.

I'm loving
Kind hearted
honest
sincere
sexy

good verbage Josh

To abracadabra;
Very interesting what you had to say from a guys perspective. Like I said earlier.......are you just going by a picture? If you are, then you are missing out on many wonderful women.......some women are more photogenic than others. I still think that it's really sad that people in our society only go for looks and not what's inside a person.

Maybe if men weren't looking for Barbie they might find a really nice woman to share their life with.
I knew a guy once who married a beautiful lady that after 10 years cheated on him and they split. So he married an ugly woman and they've been happily married ever since. :)
I feel that most people men and women alike are afraid to meet someone for fear of failure........we are all human and your going to find the good with the bad. So no matter what get out there and don't give up.