I'm not tryin to go after it like that. I just want something to show for everything I've put into everyone elses relationships, ya know. I've put so much work into relationships in my life, and not one of them has been for me. I can't even get it to a point where there is actually talk of a possible relationship. Yet I can get anyone else together. From scratch. I can get the phone numbers, I can get the girls interested. But after that, it goes down the tubes.It's like all I'm good for is one night stands. I can get the first night, but don't expect me to be able to make it past that. And I hate it. I just want someone who is willing to put some effort into getting to know me and take the time. By all means, I want to take my time and get to know someone before I dtart dating. But I just want it to get to a point where I have that option.

Crystal Hot Sauce is the Best. Made in Louisiana. God I love home. And the tap here in Vegas is disgusting. The dog gets bottled water. Cook with bottled water, I brush my teeth with......... You guessed it! Tap water. LOL

Well I'm still the same way man.

LOL Thanks. I wanted something that was interesteing, and the other one was interesting enough I guess. But apparantly not. LOL

Apparantly I've brought action out of some sort of sleep or something. A little under a year on the site and you've only made 21 posts? Boy do I feel great, you just did like 5 on here in like 20 minutes. It's amazing. LOL

OMG I hate it. But for those of you who have seen the movie Hitch...... that's me! I'm the same way. I screw everything up myself, which is kinda odd, because I'm a great dood! I'm funny, I'm charming, I'm sweet, I'm caring. I use my own pickup lines, and always make them up on the spot, pulling from the situation. I've been told that I'm the guy that every woman wnats, and no woman has. I've been told this..... I do not back this statement, as obviously somethingswrong with it, and I need to work out the kinks. But........ it kinda sucks to see all these perfect relationships that you have created but have nothing for yourself.

That's interested. Burton could make billions off of like a Nightmare type movie of Harry Potter. I swear I could see Hallows done in that manner. LOL 'Twould be interesting.

As great as Harry Plopper was, I gotta go with Spider Pig! No he can't swing from a web! He's a pig!

I can't change the fact that I matured quickly. My past is just that. My past. I don't let it affect me now. But it did change me when it occured, I had to step up to the plate, and I had to deal with things that most teens don't have to deal with. But I also wnt through high school as the "date doctor" kinda guy. I was the guy that everyone came to with their problems for relationships. I swear I could have charged and they would have paid. But I can't help myself at all. So I saw all these relationships go on in high school that I helped with...... yet I got nothing. Ya feel me?

Vegas is definitely not for under 21. I can't really go anywhere here. There are a few places to hang out, even a pool hall that is 18+ 24/7. I love it! I love to shoot pool! But I can't really go out places to meet people where they actually hang out. See my predicament?

It's technically a "costume". It was an outfit from work actually. I worked at Disney World in Orlando. That jacket wasn't part of me costume, it was a friends. But that was just me and friends being silly and having funa t work in the break room. And trust me Action. I don't find you to be "just an old guy". I actually get along better with older people. They are more mature. I like maturity. I enjoy intelligent, philosophical conversations. I like that.r

And I'm not trying to rush into a relationship queene. I understand that I need to take it slow and all. But my trouble is finding women that are even looking to possibly pursue a relationship. I used to be able to sleep with anyone I wanted to. And I did. I slept with a different girl just about every other week all of last summer. I can't say I'm exactly proud of it, and I know I have nothing, I've been checked. But I know I'm attractive. So, that kills that. So, somewhere in actually talking to women, I manage to completely screw everything up. I can be going great, and all of a sudden, the girl just drops off the face of the earth, no more contact, no eplanation, no "I'm not interested", I don't even get bull**** excuses anymore. And it sucks.

I've put my drive into my career for as long as I can remember. I don't have the money to afford headshots, so I can't get my face out to the people I need, and I can't get an agent without headshots. In order to get most jobs, I need an agent. I've got bills to pay, so..... How is that not putting my drive into that? I'm doing what I can, but I can't live on the streets so that I may have headshots. Ant then, I just moved out to Vegas.. I have no job here still. I go out every day and look. Anyplace on the Strip requires more cards than I've ever heard of, it's like high school all over again. Sheriffs card, non-gaming card, health card..... WTF? Back home all you needed was a Givernment ID and a SSI card to get a job.

But it still takes away a form of expressin. I like to wear clothes on the baggy side. that's just my style though. Jeans and a nice button down. And I buy from Savers. It's a discount store. Second hand. But I just bought a pair of South Pole jeans the other day for like 10 bucks.

And I promise you I will melt your heart with my voice. And I'm not exactly a student. I'm trying to break into the business.

Also. Everyone saying that I'm awfully young to be wanting a seriosu relationship..... Let me give you a lil background on myself. At 15, I started working to pay bills in my house. I did this throughout high school until I graduated and moved out. Arsehole of a stepdad, abusive at times. I'm not exactly a typical 19 year old. I had to grow up much quicker, and I matured with that. However, as I matured, so did my relationship views. So I don't want something petty and meaningless. I'm tired of being hurt. I want something that means something. A feeling of belonging, of love. Something I haven't exactly had before. But not pity. God I hate it when people pity me. I didn't mention this to get pity, just to kind of give a background that way when I say I'm more mature than your typical 19 year old, I have evidence as to why.

I my field? What do you mean in my field? And where are all these people you are talking about? Because I haven't seen any of them yet. You need to tell me where I need to be hanging out, because I'm obviously not in the right locations.

That truth aside. Granted this city is known for beautiful women, but Jesus H. Christ are they shallow. Out of the maybe 20 or so women I have approached and initiated conversatino with, like 95% of them all had the same first question. "What do you do for a living?" They weren't even interested in my name at first. I said I was unemployed at the moment because I had just moved down here. They walked away. And yes, I'm only 19, and have already shelled out money for a dating site. I'm not like most guys in that I'm looking for a serious solid relationship. Not saying that that's not what you guys want, but most guys are looking for just sex. And that's not me. Ya know? I want a quality female who will actually want to try and make a relationship work.


And Queene. I'm patient. Or at least, I try to be. But Jesus I hate being single.

Clothing is a form of expressing your individuality. I saw in high school, my sophomore year, we started wearing uniforms. I saw kids get picked on because the pants they wore where from Wal*Mart, and not some name brand place. And wearing eye shadow isn't anything bad. Wearing all black isn't anything bad either. When it's taken to extremes, it may cuase problems, but when anything is taken to an extreme, issues will arise. Personally, I look good in a lot of black. Black jeans, with a black button down, maybe a little color in the shirt, but ultimately, an entire outfit is almost entirely black. It looks good though. However, I don't take it to an extreme.

I'm the kind of guy, I am a hopeless romantic. But I do it because I was raised as a southern gentleman. That's how I was raised. I do open the door, and I do pull out the chair. Not because I want you to feel like you owe me something, but because I want to. Because it's nice. I've had so many friends ***** to me about that there are no more nice guys. And the one comment that irks me to no end is when the girl looks me dead in my eyes and tells me something like this:

"You are the most amazing guy. I wish I could find someone just like you. I'd be the happiest woman alive."

Sometimes, I just wanna reach out and become Captain Smack-A-*****. That pisses me off.

And I do have to agree with FPBN and the other women that aren't into the romance, a guy has to be an equal. I'm an equal, but I promise you I'm still a romantic. Chivalry runs in my bones. And it's not comin out. Women just don't like that anymore though. I hate it.