i agree that fears hurt us instead of protect us. i guess what bothers me is the lack of rational honest communication. dang it i brain farted and lost my train of thought. hate when that happens. grrrr.

plenty of vacancies for acquaintances & social networking.

few vacancies for cool friends & potential best friends.

one vacancy for the close friend who has the potential to be more.

gotta love sites like these...the possibilities are endless!

1. i would have a hard time rebuilding trust but i guess it is possible to forgive. i probably would end it anyway though.

2. i only date locally but i have occasionally fallen for the out of state person and depending on circumstances i'd be willing to relocate.

3. i don't take the fall or the responsibility of anyone's stupid, illicit or irrational actions. ever.

4. in the event they were in present danger and i had to save them and risk my life, of course but i wouldn't be the psycho that just "can't live without them" and commits suicide.

both. i want opinions & thoughts. i want to open a discussion.

oh but you guys movie choices are brilliant...also my faves!

torn between fight club, life is beautiful & crash.

yes i know those movies are completely different genres having nothing to do with each other.

but those are my 3 and i'm stickin to it.

mostly coz i just can't pick 1.

i posted this originally in my profile but i want feedback.

so i find myself intrigued by people and their stories. the moments that define a person's character, the event's that shape a personality to what it is now. i find myself engrossed in the present moment, knowing that nothing real is threatened, and nothing unreal exists. therefore only these things are true: truth, love & creation are real, as perception, fear & reaction are unreal. it amazes me the extent an individual will go to find a connection....to anyone, anything that makes them feel alive, energized, happy, loved & at peace. those core needs of certainty, uncertainty, intimacy, significance, growth & contribution that make for fulfilled life worth living. how without those things there isn't really a purpose to life. there are countless people on sites such as these from all over the world connecting to the world wide web, the internet making the world smaller & yet too many people are still unfulfilled. too many people know who they are, where they are, what they want & yet for whatever reason do not have it. too many people settling for less than what they deserve, what they know they truly want & need. too many people afraid to be their true selves, acting in total faith, in the moment, in complete integrity, in complete honesty, trusting that if only they would just be in the moment rather than react to it, that they could create something truly amazing. but most people don't dare to do that. fear of rejection. fear of acceptance. fear of failure. fear of success. fear of fill in the blank. too many fears. not enough fearlessness. i am done for now but i will always have questions. i will always desire more. and all i truly desire is answers...

hey how u doin?

An 18 year old Italian girl tells her Mom that she has missed her period
for 2 months. Very worried, the mother goes to the drugstore and buys a
pregnancy kit. The test result shows that the girl is pregnant.

Shouting, cursing, crying, the mother says, "Who was the pig that did
this to you? I want to know!" The girl picks up the phone and makes a
call.

Half an hour later, a Ferrari stops in front of their house. A mature
and distinguished man with gray hair and impeccably dressed in an Armani
suit steps out of the Ferrari and enters the house.

He sits in the living room with the father, mother, and the girl and
tells them: "Good morning, your daughter has informed me of the problem.
I can't marry her because of my personal family situation but I'll take
charge. I will pay all costs and provide for your daughter for the rest
of her life.

Additionally, if a girl is born, I will bequeath a Ferrari, a beach
house, 2 retail stores, a townhouse, a beachfront villa, and a
$2,000,000 bank account.

If a boy is born, my legacy will be a couple of factories and a
$4,000,000 bank account. If twins, they will receive a factory and
$2,000,000 each.

However, if there is a miscarriage, what do you suggest I do?"

At this point, the father, who had remained silent, places a hand firmly
on the man's shoulder and tells him, "You **** her again."

i hate laws like these because just about any dog can be trained to
fight or kill just like naturally aggressive dogs can be the safest,
sweetest pets anyone could have. i think that the laws should target
the owners of the pets rather than banning the pets themselves.

kinda like poeple who like ill will press. squirrely wrath!

because the media is anti dane cook and its a sick twisted demented cult
of devout fans. of course i am a proud member.

if you are good at keeping boundaries in your personal/professional life
you should be aight. ok, thats all of my 2 cents.

discretion is professionalism. think politics.

ok i have had a few crushes at work but i never act on them mostly coz i
would hate to see the man i am dating ALL day. then i would have nothin
to say when i ask "how was your day?" i also think its just good
business practice as it keeps a professional work environment. i do
office flirts.

i've noticed if my mind, heart and spirit (the gut) is all in alignment,
then its a go. otherwise it may just be good ol fashioned infatuation.
limerence is a wonderful thing.

^ seems cool
< killin time before grey's anatomy
v gonna say somethin hilarious

yea its the slogan for my biz. i do parties. where sexy meets
fabulous!

since its just a date i'd go promiscuous. i mean the man whore is gonna
do whatever i want coz he's tryin to get laid. he won't but it'll be
fun watchin him try so hard. i am such a tease.

oh yea. i've dated locally and long distance. all in state tho. have
yet to do the long distance out of state thing. i have visited onlne
friends out of state but we were just friends. thank god for frequent
flier miles.