I am a young 70 living near Caloundra. I only want friendship.. nothing heavy at this moment in time. no toy boys.. I'm Scottish. have lived here for 12 years. due to a relationship break up. I'm taking things very steady.

I am Scottish. I left a good house I lost a lot.. my husband( our divorce is almost through).. my daughter does not talk to me now ..but I love this guy.. but I do not think he loves me ..
I looked in his PC.. in the history bit and there was lots of lady stuff like chat rooms or photos.
He has been in the Russian one I know as I looks in there and there was his name.
I have lived here for 18months..but am I wasting my life..
oh he is younger than me .. he is only 43.. but I feel as if we are equal.. but does he ?
I am in the process of staying here..I love the folk and have a few friends I met at the beach and we all put the world to rights. but do I have any future with him..?I must add that I caught him on the net chatting to this female..a few months ago.. He could not see what was wrong and accused me of not trusting him. and then he deleted all his mates as well as her......he could not see the harm in it...Am I just being silly or is he still thinking he is single.. advice please.