Written for someone on gotpoetry, by me.

I can relate, have traveled and left in that lonely state,
hatred filled my veins, alone it did rain,
once again, you take in a leap of fate
only to hit the gate
walks of one-sided talks
mass destruction of corrupt thoughts
only brings pain and vain
not wanting ever to go on again
you cry out hear me roar
as you walk the desert floor
no one wants to hear the dysfunction
unhealthy person is their only assumption
so ever lonely, now you stray
as you walk the shores in dismay
you seal up all goodness, you shout and cuss
for now you feel there's no one to trust
but there's a way, if your willing to try
thinking positive, as each day goes by
are you willing to give yourself a chance
I sure one day you'll find romance
open your heart , don't seal it shut
it's just right now, you feel it in a rut
although the the road, has weeds in the way
things will look so different, later on, is what I got to say.
Take some time back off a bit,
go to a hilltop take a fit,
yell and scream, spill it all out
thrash and trash, let yourself shout
try to let yourself go through the grief
till you can somehow one day believe
time it will take to make yourself heal
I know how you feel, but this is the real deal.

by Noden

You got it, you really got it, oh man hey folks never say no to this gal!

Love ya, keep strong, at least that's what they tell me!

I friggin wish, I'd be there in a heartbeat, and yeah the conference with her and you would be something else I miss her badly but so happy for her too, I don't hear from T...anymore maybe that's a good thing, I couldn't watch all those vids anyways everyone has lives and sometimes painful ones, that just take your breath away, have a great day off, I got to get my butt to school I am teaching someone to read and write today, so I have to go, ....for them!

Love ya chat later on okay, be sure to have a peaceful day ....you surely deserve it!

I'M CAPTURED, caught up in this, all I can do is wish, and wish!

Thanks so much (((((Shutter))))), I can always count on you to say the right thing, to bring my head out of the sting!, Oh by the way the emails are making me lmao, this morning keep em coming girlfriend, teeeeeheeee!, YOu LOOK GOOD ON THAT HORSE!

Love ya, finally got a funny from L.C. god I wish she'd write!

mmmmmmmmmm, now that's a thought

That's like me the end part anyways "Gone with the Wind", hence the name, "Noden"
Ojibway for wind

My brother your words are so plentiful, may all your dreams and desires come true

Thank you so much, I just don't know what to say, excepting this is so beautiful to see your smiling faces, love and hugs...

Now, there's two more of my trusted friends...

KC you spill laughter and hope all over my face , Lamom from you I gather strength and courage to build another day

Wow, when the curtain closes at the end of the day for me here
my life I spilled out, across this page, the friends, ya ...you's
all come out to pray away the frailness of my soul,
I have sat tonight among these endearing comments which gleamed in my face
all of my dearest friends have given me there shoulders
a pillar of strength lays here for me in this thread
my gratitude is far beyond words, deeper than the ocean floor
I have an army of love behind me, and a war of the world at my door,
tonight I was told to come look at this poem,
a friend had sad they responded to it,
when my eyes feasted upon the words endorsed within,
my lap lays wet from the tears, streaming down my face,
how can I thank, my so loved friends,
you came in after I had gone to bed,
like a tooth fairly does at night
you planted a gift of love and light,
Bonnymiss my sister you keep my head on straight,Earthsprite my wolf sister many nights I have bled out to you, Wench a light to quide my way, Kristi my texan rope swingin sister whom always has the sherlock way , pkd we's just getting to know here and there , my bro Robert your always in my thoughts, Bill my new found friend!, and Daniel my friend I didn't expect you! (wraps her arms around him with the biggest hug), thanks for all of this and mostly for all of you's!!!

My to yours


One big smashing hug to yous all!

what?, are you nuts, oh no
there you go again, toying with me
what?, you think you have power
well,... we'll see, one day
you'll turn, and poof, I'll be gone
then alone you'll sit,
on your own heavy throne!
by Noden

It getting late, the curtains are drawn,
alone again with only my head and dawn
it tells me things about me and you
it wonders a lot on what to do.

You feed it stuff, it doesn't understand
chatting about making out with the x,
it thinks that your one messed up man,
I try to listen, to give you a chance
but you look through me
like a looking glass

I lay and cry myself to sleep
the things you say cut me deep
you want me to stay, to hang around
but you still keep me an arms length,
and make me frown
once we revealed in making love,
now you sealed it up like a glove,

you say your going through a change in life
but leaving me unloved, is giving me plight,
I need it too, but it's all about you,
your house, your car, you music too,
when we sit where ever together,
you look at me with judgmental eyes
it looks as though your so much cleaver.


Noden

Autumn
by Noden

Sunburst of colors
trees bearing gratification
then the dance begins
flutters of beauty embark
blanket bundles pile on ground

My Dog and Me
by Noden

Slurping upside my face
grin, eyes wide, loving
together we are
paw prints mark domain
our home me and him are happy
he snuggles close, I fall off.

Lifeless ghosts grasping
swallowing gulps mouthing sounds
death approached thine heart.

Noden
dabbin again,

hiya sweetheart,

Slow, KC, Cable

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