hi! welcome :)

i know its not me

awesome. my mom is a quarter and she is trying to prove it right now my
grandmother was half cherrokee and half german so ya.

ya i think so. are you indian? just saw your name. native...im like an
eighth cherrokee...i cant spell sorry

see in highschool everyone thought i was a lesbian...glad thats behind
me

old sage i dont know. but it made me feel like a hypocrite.

so i was watching oprah one day and this test was on there. its supposed
to tell you how you really feel about things. i took two tests. i took
one about how you feel about homosexuals against heterosexuals. it said
i had a moderate preference to straight people. which suprised me
because I have many gay friends. i went to prom with a gay guy. i am
bisexual. so i was like uhh. then i took a test that grouped white
people, black people and weapons. which made me really really
uncomfortable and it told me i had too many errors cuz i kept messing
up. take this it may suprise you.

https://implicit.harvard.edu/implicit/

i say babydoll too..see i like to make people feel special.

i stopped myself from saying it but i call people...sweets or sweetcakes
or babycakes sometimes gawjuscakes...i just like to add cakes on the end
of stuff

So I say hun more than anything, some people get freaked out by it and
sometimes i use it to be mean...so ya wondering if you guys say hun or
other pet names. sorry if this is a stupid post.

hello and welcome!!

it's a poem...

This is a mesmerizing intoxication
Doctor, doctor
I fear I have an addiction
To shredding hearts
Delicate dancing daggers
Float around in my hands
Is this a disease?
Help me
Help me
Please!
Wearing designer jeans
Eating nymphetamines for breakfast
And an occasional heart
I know I have a bad
Attitude
Doctor, doctor
This is tragic
No no
I am not just being dramatic
I find frailty in contamination of innocence
The razor produces
Such gleaming scars
Ohhh
Shattered ecstasy
Inside a moan
Turned to a scream
Turn to me
When I say I love you
And you throw me out of the car
You can’t hit the pedals fast enough
Go back to your cocaine
Honey,
I could have been your drug
Your distortion is corroded

I thought I was in control
But I guess you shredded my heart instead

awww im sorry...im just online looking for a job.

hii!

good morning i feel a bit better today. :)

im wearing a black lacey spaghetti strap. and a black and white striped
skirt.

im depressed.
im going to bed.
bye.

thanks..i think..

should i just remove myself? so you all can have your jsh back?