thank you for the sound advice. In my head I know what to do, as I said he has a past, not someone I would normally talk to, but he came out and laid it on the line and left it up to me to decide. Not that I have decided yet of course, but more like hopeful.

He seems so good. So smart. So funny. So handsome. And he didnt think I was corny when I told him I love to watch extreme home makeover! God, I hope he is what he says he is.

I think I am seriously smitten...I've met someone here. We went to the Museum of Natural History on Sat. When I saw him he was stocky, tan, big beautiful eyes the color of light brown sugar, beautiful smile. He opened with, "you look prettier than your pictures", I picked him up in my car, he took the bus in because it was easier than driving to N.Y.

I caught him catching glances of me, he was so happy, after the museum, we strolled up fifth ave holding hands, 30 blocks, trying to speed walk to see who could walk the fastest, I know it sounds so corny, but it was so, so, sweet, had so much fun. We talked about the exhibits, the ancient sumarians, my absolute favorite. He told me about his past and was honest with me. He has a past. Some of which is holding me back. My point to this is maybe he needs a 2nd chance. Can someone be as good as this? Can someone really change enough to be as real as I think he is? Am I being naive?

I'm actually taking off work on Thursday to see him again. My heart is racing.....wish me luck.

they dont wear the crotch of the pants on their knees!

they wont mind cooking with or for you when they know you've driven 1.5 hours in rush hour on the major deegan just to get home n relax.

I like them when they dont have to use viagra!

I don't thing they'll trade you in quicker than a man younger than a woman. I find that the young guys are physical, have an insatiable appetite for appearances, whereas an older man, 50+ wants different things in life, appreciates the fine qualities a woman 40 & up can offer, a home cooked meal, long baths, massages, a fine bottle of wine, an understanding heart and soul. I think that men in their 50's are sexy, salt & pepper hair, very sexy, they take their time satisfying a woman. Those things I cannot find in a younger man.

Just a few of the things that I find I am missing as I observe the relationships between a woman of 40's with a younger partner.

that is so funny, one time I ran thru traffic on 42nd st with my 3 kids in tow, like a maniac upto morgan freeman, screaming at my kids who it was, only to realize it was madam taussauds, no wonder he didnt wave back!!! everyone was laughing at me, so so much fun!!!

Happy Easter everyone!

Off to Central Park with the pups!

see them posted on myspace tomorrow, dont forget the famous butt shots!

sprinkles might hurt a little, like sand in your suit at the beach, but I will take a scoop of cherries jubilee

anyway, they're not so bad, in the winter I use them to keep my ears warm!

I've decided that I'll get them reduced, take the extra muck and inject it in my bum, wonder what it's like to have one of those!!!

funny! mine broke free about an hour ago

after the birth of my son, they went from 34b to 38D, used to enter the room 3 minutes before my face!

I'm actually not embarrassed by my boobs, but I would like to buy a bathing suit top & bottom set, without changing the size of the bra for once.

yes, I can cut glass and I can also give a head banging bronsky!!!

and sometimes there so straight, I could pick a lock with them !!!

do they really get bigger in the heat?? I just went through the most snow I've seen a a long time and I havent seen any shrinkage! I should get them reduced! I have the only uniboob!!! for once I'd like to see some separation lol.