I'm tired of you

I'm tired of crying, because I'm always hurting
I'm tired of making excuses for the for the; old scars, swelling and bruises.
I'm tired, but there is no easy way to say we are through, because I'm tired of you.

I'm tired of lying in bed every night, just hoping you would get home before daylight.
Im tired of saying "I love you" when you wont even say "I love you too"

I'm tired of never being appreciated for making you happy, instead I'm constantly being told, "you are worthless, ugly and sloppy!"
I'm tired of believing its all true, I'm tired of you.
I'm tired of thinking things will get better in time.
I can no longer stand the abuse, because its destroying my body and my mind.

I'm tired of thinking that there is no me without you.
I'm tired of telling you to be quiet, because the kids will hear.
I'm sorry we can no longer stay here, we refuse to live in fear.
I'm just tired
Tired of being unhappy, scared, black and blue, I'm tired of you.

I've finally found you?

I was always waiting for an angel to sweep me off my feet
But there was no heaven involved,
Only a few keys and a screen that allowed us to meet.
I often wonder how a stranger knew my thoughts,
When we have never seen each others face,
Ever shared a kiss or felt the warmth of our embrace.

I find my self lost in my dreams of us
you have awaken my wildest desires and filled me with a fiery lust.
I can't even begin to explain all the feelings you have aroused in me.
Their is a fire burning inside me waiting to be free.

I don't really know your past, but I can imagine our future.
One that could be filled with passion, joy and endless possibilities.

Because of these feelings I want to share every part of me with you
You make me happy and scared all at the time
this has to be a dream, because after all this time I can't believe I've finally found you