omg im so there right now. stuck in a marriage rut and constantly being hurt over and over again... good lucky pretty lady! ill keep us both in prayer!

beautifully said!!

I am a dedicated mom of 4 girls. been married for 14 years now. i have spent my life loving and being faithful to my husband. he tells me a month ago he has to learn how to fall in love with me again. he has had multiple affairs. he has girls he talks to who he has sent pics too. he wants me to be in the same room one day as them. I am lost. looking for something im scared he cant give me. i want to be number 1 in a mans life who loves me and wants every part of me. my husband has put stipulations on our marriage. all of this starting a few years after we got married. am i stupid? do i work it out? im lonely and heartbroken and lost