I thknk the whole dating thing is just a name or label that puts pressure sub consciously on us as soon as the wors is said date mmmm.. Ive bein on my own two years now and see realshionships every minute of everyday and i can see it choking eva pedson in it to the point i wana just say oih u both r fake and to scarrd to admit u have destroyed each other but cant seoerate as brain is saying this is all i know!! Im guyted because im lonely now adter all this time and i cant see how im going to get past a so calked first date because of pear pressure others put on us certain words to make our reaction different its all manipulation man

**** no sleep and work in 4 hours

It was a trye grit and determination journey testing every level of living 1 way or another to test the bonderess of ones ina souls strength!! But Mother nature tried her best to sway me i manged to better the situtions that stood in my way completed the job transfer and move provided care for my mum while she got tested by life and through it all we have reformed our bond as mother and son to the point wear jan she can gonon holiday to egypt cos she beat all the health problems and i got enough money to get my own home again as my deed is done!!! See thats just a snipit if last year heavy heavy things happend lol happy new year folks and on ward and up ward backwards in life never forwards for ever much love random old me bradley xxx