yes we have met in person....we have talked to each other all day long while she is at work she works outside as a mail carrier and when she is driving between places we woild speak,,,we camed at nite ..no gf no wife no nothing just her and her animals and ehr ex who is since remarried...we would talk almost every nite before we both went to sleep..and then first thing in the am when we woke up it was text time...she has helped me with my life always was there to talk to me as i was for her....We really are in Love I just dont know what has happened to make ehr so sad adn depressed adn yes i know what depression is i have two boys that are bipolar with depression issues as well...none of that is new neither is therapy we both believe in it...she is in texas i am in new york....im it for her as she is for me,,,,,im giving her space and time....i have bags of the letters and cards she has sent me in the last 2 yrs...this isnt a internet fanatasy this is real....I think she just needs to know that she is number one in my life not numbr 2 like she thinks,,,,oh i just need ppls to voice tehre options i love her so much i wont let her go.....Real Love Doesnt Just Stop....

What do u think and do if after a month shy of a 2 yr relationship long distance with the idea that being togetehr for the rest of your life was the long term goal....W#hat do you think or do when out of the blue after a few days of hym saying hy was sad and maybe needed to go back to therapy, and you agree'd to i dont want to be in a relationship ..im not coming there even though i already have my ticket and time offf from work..and I need to work on me,,(which is fine but just out of the blue...) and thats it im sorry was then texted ....after love letters cards gifts phone calls to each other every nite (2 yrs) then this....what do u feel ,,was it all a lie??? or do u sit back and wait..do u continue to send messages of care concern and I love you....and wait..or do u cry and say bye....we are two ppl(in our mid 40's) very much attracted to each other we have the perfect butch femme dynamics ............i guess i need to see how others feel about this....because im confused bigtime over the whole thing ,,last week we talked of vows this week its over??????