I held you in my arms as you were surprized and bleeding, saying you did not see them in the dark before they stabbed you
WHY? Was it a gang thing then? Or troubled teen?
I wear your necklace even though the beads have faded and peeled the fake gold from them
your friendship was gold to me
sometimes 911 can't fix things
I felt your heart beat close to mine and would have held you safe for all of time
I kissed your hair black as ebony
the sun kissed your shoulders when you worked outside landscaping or fixing something
you loved me and we were more intimate than if we had ever had sex for in our hearts we were close
I felt your sorrow and pain and anger burning for the murder of your mother
shot dead in your yard when you were a child when she was out gardening
in the same house I later lived
you came by to do some gardening and we met and grew to be friedns over time
and in my heart and mind
love and respect for you
is what I will find
you wanted to know why I would not sleep with you once
when you were drunk and angry and sad
but later you were sorry and glad
our friendship was wroth so much more
and today as i was walking I still felt the sorrow
maybe it pained my eyes and that is why a nieghbor who used to not like me because she was jeoulous
stopped to give me and my kids a ride
Love is never wasted
I will wear the beads you gave me forever
and wear inside the changes you made
by touching my soul
you had a card joking you were an ailen from Rt 66 or some thing
but to me
whatver you were and whatver you are
will always be
BEAUTIFUL

I am very thankful, though it hurt at the time alot that I found out I was not compatible with my fiancee, although he could act very charming, I am glad that I saw how quick he could turn against those he loved when he thought he needed to. I pray for him and am glad I am not at the end of any yelling or pain in that relationship anymore. I watched a very good show on TMC about divorce and remarriage in a comedy romance, made me think.

very nice quote with the flower about still believing in love.

I planned to and my fiancee blew up at his ex in front of me and then later at me so I decided no way was I going to marry him.

Einstein thought so in his Quantum Physics theories

I saw an old govt. file crossed out top secret in a book here in the library research that said before she died she was saying to party people she knew secrets about UFO conspiracy and the govt. dealing with aliens for techno knowledge, and she was going to meet with and tell what she knew and then she died.

I saw some shows on TMC old music comedies that were very good and some love aspects in them as well as family, good stuff and great singing and music.

If you feel guity after it is wrong for you

How can chemistry do that of water poured into a tray. I am very interested in knowing. I love to explain things if I can.

wow, that is so cool. We saw something spin off what looked like a black box one night. The man from the airport investigated where it landed with me and from the smoking lake we saw footprints of something that came up out of the swamp lake ithe snow and for miles crashed trees and there were complaints of a nessie like lake monster that had apparently decided to move after the object landed in its home.

I read of a boy and a girl found in England an another set in Spain. The girl each time lived a bit longer. The children were olive tones in their skin and were lactose intolerant and claimed to be from a place IN THE EARTH. There is a monument in England to remember them.

I do know it is very unsafe to cast out "demons" abstractly without knowing the spiritual state of the person. If they attract MORE spririts with their actions or if all they know are these spirits and they now have nothing to replace them.

I worked with BFR (Bigfoot Research Center) and we took tracks that were real, and this is not Bigboot tracks, looks more birdlike almost or lizard like maybe. Very interesting.

cool! On the night of the lunar eclipse, we saw 7 Ufos, one bigger one waited while a little one went past.

Wow!

reminds me of the tape I saw of a creature called a chupakabra, only that was scarier looking and caught on film in infared attacking two Mexicans and when the offcials came to the site, only the daughter survived, both parents died and the daughter had to have blood transfusions as something had sucked all the blood from the parents and almost got her too.

Our cell phone even went back to years earlier one day time seemed to stand still. We were talking to someone and it was a while and the phone said no time had passed and the clock at the drive in actually said time had reversed! Were all the clocks whacked for a while or what?

neat. Some are gifted to see what others don't.

We see lots of UFOs here in Hawaii.

I was walking upstairs in high school and saw old lockers and people dressed like the 50s with poodle skirted gals, etc. went downstairs and later the janitor told me all I saw had happened and even how I described the floor and lockers and colors of them then. Weird!