nobody hate's you scotty !

then say hey, or hi.........im not that bad yet........

hi i am a new guy so cut me a little slack :)

Me... nice looking?

well, that picture was of my good side..

I agree, it's people like her that keep me from becoming a social hermet.

brandi, you have such a heart of gold....


she's right you know.........

It seams that writing is what I do best, well, besides being there for people in any case. I have had it in mind to pour my heart out, but no one to realy pour it out to, mostly because I don't wish to bug my friends with it, and because I'm kinda nervious, and writing it out removes the element of stage fright.

I find that in the relationship circut, that if you watch others closely, you will find yourself question alot of their choices. Like a wonderfull woman who dates a jerk of a guy who realy dosen't care about her, or a Sensitive guy who has a woman who turns tricks behind his back. Thease things I find unjust and just wrong. Though there is also the relationship where two people dont get along at all and are to afraid to break up and end up hurting themselves more.

I'm only 27 years old, yet the road of love life has made me somtimes feel like I'm twice that age, then again, there are still times when I feel like a teenager walking down a road and have no clue what to do. Until recently, I kept thinking that it was all my fault, I thought that if the person was a certain way, then it would be perfect. I was wrong.

So wrong in fact, that I bore myself into a hole for a while and refused to come out, I would still go out with friends, but I wouldent make an effort to mingle with the other singels around (Ironic.) I finaly found out that it's not what I want, it's what we both want. I found out that relationships shouldent be 'okay we are together now'. To me, I found that having a companion, a Best friend whom I can share my life with is what I need. Need, not want, well, yeah I want that now.

You wont find that from someone who cheats, lies, or just wants to feel secure in a relationship. Something out of conviniance is not a good idea, nor do I find that to be real love in the first place. That actualy lead me to being in thease relationships where I never saw the sledge hammer comming til it was too late, and putting a heart back together, eather your own or someone else's isn't an easy task. it's not fun ether.

So here I am again, even though I know it's dangerous, I'm putting my heart back on my sleeve. Though maybe this time, things will be differant. Maybe this time, I will find my pillar of strength, and be a pillar of strength. I will find my best friend, my companion, my soul mate.

Just maybe...

Without love in any capacity, we are empty...

Tell that to my ex's.

no that's not love, you don't hurt what you love

you're 30 something and still haven't found love? Different strokes......you know the rest......lol

well love hmm i'm not sure what it is yet but hoping to find love to see what it feels like

Reeeeealy?

MMMMMMMMMM yes self pleasure

masterbate!




sorry it's the cough medicine I swear!

so I don't normally watch American Idol
but I'm sick and watching a lot of tv lately and I'm wondering...
am I trippin or is Kelly Clarkston looking a little in the pregnant department?