Her arms lay weak upon the bed
afraid to move them lest she disturb the dressings
that have replaced where her breasts had been the day before...

She floats in a drug induced haze
thinking of the lifes journey
and memories that they had made together...

Softly she returns to the age of mensis
eagerly awaiting the arrival of swollen nipples
signaling the time in her life where she will be a woman-child..

Explorations of self, the hostile yet fragile
turnings of child to woman showing off
her newly developed self yet shy at the thought of attention...

She eagerly rushes in her mind's eye
to the first touch upon her breast
by the hands that will come to know her well through the years..

The ripeness, the fullness, the firmness
as her body grew with the babe
that would be born of this knowing touch..

A silent tear slips down her cheek as she gazes
at her child for the first time
placing him to her breasts to take from her what is his...

Feeling the love and warmth
of this new born child
held to the breasts that are now taken from her...

Help!! Thief!! And she weeps as she thinks
of all the memories
that are linked to her breasts...

Her hard won sense of self
disappeared with the glint of steel
under the watchful glare of uncaring lights...

Her heart held memories of all that used to be
now lay cut and discarded upon a metal tray
numbers taped where a woman's life once lay....

EarthSprite..06

((((( Kim ))))))



Mom will leave you her thoughts in private.....

These words you have wrote have brought tears to my eyes.
Tears for your loss, but also tears for having the ability to put down in words HERE. All that went through your mind at that time of their departure. THIS WRITE took me to your life and heart to share in that pain. THANK YOU so much for SHARING this
PART of who you are, with ALL of us.... GOD BLESS YOU.

a very very nice write

I would not be able to share this
without the love and support that I have
found here...

Mom..

Terry..

kc.. thank you for your words..

well, you left me to see the subject in a different way
i am truly touched by these words
thank you for my newly acquired vision

Oh what a incredible write,you are an amazing woman thank you for sharing that part of your life with us.I pray and lift you up daily.You are a true gem

((kc))

I had not thought that it might touch someone
this way...So now I see something new too..

as men (sadly) there is a sort of disconnect here
not that we don’t care, we just don’t see things the same
you have connected the dots (for me at least) with
your powerful images

i wont soon forget its meaning

pkh..
I believe that we are all bright and shining
examples of Creator's love...

I thank you for your prayers and they help
me get through this time in my life...

I too see this, it is a very powerfull vision.



G

Thank you G..

It was never my intent to make anyone
shed tears..For I may have lost "parts" of
my physical self but my Life is still here
to enjoy and all that it has to offer..

And I am blessed with every new day and the
friends that I have found here...

I cry for the memories we share, not the pain we feel. Whether or not it is painful, it is one you were able to share with me and I felt it.

Years ago I was an iceberg and didn't care about these types of things. Only a few years ago I found the words and feelings I am able to share.

Feelings and sharing are worth the tears I shed.



G

To be alive inside and truly feel are always worth
the tears that may fall...

Thank you...

Yes to be truly alive is to feel the tears, and relish that you can cry.



G

Thank you Chevy...

Thankyou for sharing your exsperiance with us.
Bless you...

MsTeddy...

Thank you also for your continued
prayers and support..

WOW!!!

that is all i can say

S