you lost you man to god howdo you fight that battle????

Exactly. God wins. I'm ok with that. At least it's not another girl. I can be ok and at peace with losing him to God.

I just miss him with all my heart and soul. I feel like my heart is crying out for him. I guess I need to cry out to God to lead me where He wants me to go.

just keep your chin up

Thanks. I will try.

dont try do it

Big, heavy hearted sigh.

only you can do it

From the OP
"Do you have a special ex you can't get your mind off of?"

I wish!

Although, in all honesty, I can't help but believe that if I did she would have never become my ex!

the girl i miss isnt my ex were never really were an item, i wantd us to b and occasionally there were glimmers, she doesnt retur my phone calls now but arrrg do i miss her

No. Thanks from all the therapy I have gotten from the forums and from having friends. She is a wonderful person and I am happy for her. I hope her and her boyfriend are doing great. My prayers are with them. I hope they have a long life together and the good Lord takes a liking to them. I wish them the best of luck.

i was numb back then

the only real connection left is my child

i guess you can scratch only

Just lost mine recently too. What really sucks is I ran into him this morning on my way to work. He's a cop and coming off a midnight -- the tired sexy eyes that always took my breath away and the knowledge he was safe one more night from the streets.
Everything in my life happens for a reason and if he had not cheated we'd still be together. He broke my trust and so I have to move on no matter how much it hurts or breaks my heart. I deserve more from the man I love. I'll be fine and so will you.

yes she was Helen


always liked what I liked in life and in bed and at the same time

Know what -- all of us are going to be alright. We all woke up this morning and we're all reaching out asking for support. We'll get there.