I need this
for me today

I'm wearing my
stone charde

walking into waves
walking underground
walking nowhere
complete

I need words
to spray me

to make me laugh
to make me cry
to make me do
anything

doc says
I'll be
this way

up and down
forever

but doc
I says
what will
I do
on this
rollercoaster
when I'm so down
the cut of a knife
sounds like fun

when I am so manic
I'm pulling god
on a leash

the more
I love you

the more
I stay away

when I'm feeling
too much

or feeling
nothing
at all

I'm not this
insane brain

I'm not
this walking
delusion

I am someone
I have to be

too much love
when I look

into god's
eyes

too much love
when I look

into yours

facing the same demon for 46 years, i paint and it is a boon to the inner demons that tear us apart

((((jimz))))



I have two adult kids who battle this demon...

You're not alone as I'm in this fight as well... My words and my friends are my comfort...
Wonderful write! Thank you for sharing

(((( Jimmy )))))

You are more than someone my friend,,, And when your feeling life is to much to endure,, Give me a Hellooooooooooo mom,, I will stand by your side and remind you what I see thru your Eyes,, How your soul has touched me,, How knowing that I have you in my life its just that more incredible,,,

My Love to you I send,, Some big ole hugs,, And some Kiss's too

this is a fine write

i have come to expect nothing less
from your work

Jim you are not alone

"i like that"

jim that is just fine.
very fine.