it hurts

deep in side this pain
it wont go away or subside
it sits there picking at my heart and soul
no where to turn
no where to go
it just sits there picking and poking
tearing me slowly apart
farther and farther away
i fade in to the dark
awating the light at the end of the way
but yet it sits there still picking at me
with no where to turn
and no where to go
i sit here sad on my ass
Knowing what to do
but dont want to do it
telling my self its gonna be alright
yet it still sits there tearing me apart
waiting and wondering when it will leave
yet no one can tell me when
so i have to sit here with this pain
deep within
picking and poking
tearing me apart
slowly
seems there is no end
so i sit here on my ass
waiting
wanting to cry
yet no tears left
as it picks and pokes
tearing me apart

wow sherrie that was good. it's just how i feel.

thanks....just a bad night...

must be a really bad one to write that.

dont sit to long the pain gets worse if you do get out an move around
anywhere as long as ur not sitting . good one by the way

something like that

no where to go nothing to do....so i'm sure i will be here a while
sitting on my ass

GOOD WORDS SHER!!!!!!!

And when ya feel that poke,,,,,,,,,,,,,,YOU go and get
POKED,LOL.....Then your MIND will be OFF of what it thinks to much
of,wink,wink,,,,,,,lol......
You are still here and still doing GREAT on your WORDS,,,,,
Im glad that YOU have found a release and this was COOL,,,,,,

ever hear that if you stop to think youll never start again . you ever
stop at a red light an forget to take off when it turned green because
you were thinking thats the same thing you stop you miss out on the good
things in life that happen for you.

do like i did sherrie, i must have listened to bon jovi's song.it's my
life about a million times to convince myself to get moving. it's tough
but it's worth it also.

yea something like that anything that can occupy your thinking puzzles
or anything i do alot of crytograms

waoooooo gurly!!!!well writen sherrie!!!

I know how this feels, Sherrie!
It gets better in time........!
If ya ever need to vent, i'm here for ya! REALLY!

Thanks everyone...i hope today will be better..lmao...

Sherrie unless we fight back life
will get us down go to get up and
get past it. Good poem!

Very Deep!Beautiful words Sherrie.This formidable pain you speak of
resides within all of our hearts and it can be controlled and boxed up
neatly.However to banish it completely is thee elusive secret that we
all seek at one time or another in our lives.I hope and pray that we all
one day find this peace and solace within our lives.But until then
remain strong and never give up hope,for within lies peace and
contentment.You're venting of these feelings is critical to your well
being so please continue to do so.Simple keystrokes or the wavering of a
pen unto paper allows us some relief and solace from these never ending
crashes of waves that we define as our emotions.Stay
strong,Sherrie.Godspeed!Cybear.

thanks Cybear

wow, it is only about picking, poking and tearing. that's sound bad. it
repeat many times, it sounds like many boy were there

Nice poem!

Thanks you all!