Topic: Morbid Teachings
bastet126's photo
Wed 03/19/08 06:31 PM
the flaws in my mind are that there is no god, there is spirituality and all things become all things. everything is nothing.

Lucky_Charms's photo
Wed 03/19/08 06:35 PM


Yes U R right my flaws/scars are mostly covered with tats. 2 full sleeves they make me strong not dark darkness comes from the heart

I'm not talkig about bodily flaws, the body is imperminant and therefore of no consequence, I'm talking about the flaws that reside in your mind.

The flaw that reside in your mind can be reflexed on your body ie track marks, cuttings and other things due to deep depression and other darker things

Runpenzo's photo
Wed 03/19/08 06:37 PM

the flaws in my mind are that there is no god, there is spirituality and all things become all things. everything is nothing.

You see thats just circular logic the ends become the beginnings and all that rot. Not seeing God is not a flaw its a choice.

Runpenzo's photo
Wed 03/19/08 06:39 PM

The flaw that reside in your mind can be reflexed on your body ie track marks, cuttings and other things due to deep depression and other darker things

Yes but are they darkness themselves? Do they spur you on deeper into nothingness or do they just chronicle the journey? Darkness resides in the mind and yes it may be prevelant on the body but does it change anything about the darkness itself?

bastet126's photo
Wed 03/19/08 06:44 PM
i believe vampires are perfect; i suppose i'm not ready for morbid teachings, it seems one has to be on a depressed lonely down spiral, and that's not me. i just have unknown feelings about certain things, and i interpret them as dark. i'm still searching for their meaning.

DeathsTreaty's photo
Wed 03/19/08 06:48 PM
Dark has a Depth

The deeper the harder to understand, and the harder it will be to turn away from t at times when the dark is not needed


THe Dark things should not be always in control/active

THere needs to be some kind of balance

if that makes any sense


Live in Darkness but know there is a light that can still be reached by you is what Im trying to say for the most part ^^"

Runpenzo's photo
Wed 03/19/08 06:49 PM
Edited by Runpenzo on Wed 03/19/08 06:50 PM

i believe vampires are perfect; i suppose i'm not ready for morbid teachings, it seems one has to be on a depressed lonely down spiral, and that's not me. i just have unknown feelings about certain things, and i interpret them as dark. i'm still searching for their meaning.

To be morbid you must break youself down to the core of your being and look at what you truly are, it has nothing to do with desperation thats just a way that people deal with it...

Lucky_Charms's photo
Wed 03/19/08 06:52 PM
everything is expressd in different ways Darkness to can be expressed as a bad or confused feeling. Is it morbid to slow down at a car wreak NO. I've seen the face of death. crossed over to the dark, wished people dead, mostly at my own hand. If that ain't dark you tell what is.

bastet126's photo
Wed 03/19/08 06:53 PM

To be morbid you must break youself down to the core of your being and look at what you truly are, it has nothing to do with desperation thats just a way that people deal with it...


so..i think i get it; desperation comes from people running from it rather than accepting and embracing it as a part of themselves?

Runpenzo's photo
Wed 03/19/08 06:55 PM

everything is expressd in different ways Darkness to can be expressed as a bad or confused feeling. Is it morbid to slow down at a car wreak NO. I've seen the face of death. crossed over to the dark, wished people dead, mostly at my own hand. If that ain't dark you tell what is.

Darkness to me are those thoughts you think to yourself that make you afraid to move, the rabid primal thoughts that make you feel like killing... or just watching another person die...

Runpenzo's photo
Wed 03/19/08 06:58 PM


To be morbid you must break youself down to the core of your being and look at what you truly are, it has nothing to do with desperation thats just a way that people deal with it...


so..i think i get it; desperation comes from people running from it rather than accepting and embracing it as a part of themselves?

Thats a great way to see it.

bastet126's photo
Wed 03/19/08 07:02 PM


everything is expressd in different ways Darkness to can be expressed as a bad or confused feeling. Is it morbid to slow down at a car wreak NO. I've seen the face of death. crossed over to the dark, wished people dead, mostly at my own hand. If that ain't dark you tell what is.

Darkness to me are those thoughts you think to yourself that make you afraid to move, the rabid primal thoughts that make you feel like killing... or just watching another person die...


and when you have these feelings is it a sense of satisfaction or is it scary to have them?

DeathsTreaty's photo
Wed 03/19/08 07:03 PM
Both

Runpenzo's photo
Wed 03/19/08 07:05 PM

Both

I agree

bastet126's photo
Wed 03/19/08 07:05 PM
interesting - i can only relate that to music i listen to. one of my fav bands is cradle of filth, their music is euphoric to me and yet it almost scares me to understand why i like it.

DeathsTreaty's photo
Wed 03/19/08 07:06 PM
Fearing yourself more then fearing anything else I think is normal in this situation

bastet126's photo
Wed 03/19/08 07:12 PM
and i do fear myself, i fear that i will never understand who i really am, trapped as if my soul is in constant struggle with itself...the light and the dark pulling.

DeathsTreaty's photo
Wed 03/19/08 07:14 PM
You know enough....

Knowing to much is Death ^^

bastet126's photo
Wed 03/19/08 07:23 PM
darkness calls
thanks for the teachings dark lords flowerforyou

DeathsTreaty's photo
Wed 03/19/08 07:25 PM
^^

Runpenzo did all the work ^^"

he is mch better at teaching the I am
He should start charging...