Endless chills tear down my back
Breath escapes, terror and rage attack
The phone screams for me
But blind I am not able to see

The things we do are meant to be this way
Why am I the one who fails to stay
Together in mind, body and soul
How I fall into this deep hole

The sun cries from behind the clouds
Held down behind the rain's shroud
It's hard being around the slain
Not sure if it's pain or endless vain

The black comes down, crawling to a still
What I am has vanished to dust, a broken will
All the lies, deceit and hate
How the hell can this be fate?

And I've come down with a bad illness I need a hug

(((Mike)))