Topic: I'll be Good;I promise;)
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Tue 02/19/08 04:17 PM
It is so dark in here but I'm alright
I will make believe that it's night
It really hurts bad but I won't cry
No school today because of my eye;(
Why Mommy?I really am a good lil boy
I'll remember that I fell on my toy
Get out of here Steven;you lil prick
Next time faster,you make me so sick
Back in the closet before I crucify U
My fingers throb & there turning blue
When I am old enough I am running away
She is going to kill me God!maybe today
Hit the floor but the chair's not broke
I'm so cold Mommy;my underwear's soaked
Grab me a beer now you little piss king
Wet them again & I'll cut off that thing
You!f...n lil bastard get out of my face
I'm like my Father,just another disgrace
Phew!safe for awhile in my little place
My wiggly tooth w/some real funny taste
Well in here anyway at least I can cry
But be very quiet w/the sniffle & sighs
He went and hid the damn hot wheel track
Alright!I have a broomstick for your back
I can't move my arm;I think it is broke
Awww!silly little boy well I have a joke
What is real small and all stinky & wet?
A lil pissy pants that I so f...n regret
Get out of my face you shrimp size punk
And don't U forget to pick up that junk
Close my eyes real hard and I will pray
Perhaps one day God;I will be taken away

Sadly written by CyPoet:cry:
p.s.I still Luv you;Mommy:heart:

BatCountry's photo
Tue 02/19/08 04:21 PM
sad..

MsTeddyBear2u's photo
Tue 02/19/08 04:28 PM
Edited by MsTeddyBear2u on Tue 02/19/08 04:28 PM
:cry: That is soooooooooo sad.

(((CyPoet))) flowerforyou

Fadedspirit's photo
Tue 02/19/08 04:28 PM
Well written and extremely sad. It's also sad that this is an example of real life for some. flowerforyou

Enya's photo
Tue 02/19/08 04:35 PM
frown CYPOET

AS I DO COLLECT POEMS
THIS ONE IS SAD.
A BOY TORMENTED BY HIS MOM AND DAD!
I KNOW A LITTLE BOY I RAISED FOR A FEW YEARS;
AS HE TOLD ME OF THE THINGS HIS GRANMA DID.......
MY EYES FILLED WITH TEARS.:cry:

I CAN'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND
WHY GOD PUTS THESE PRECIOUS KIDS IN ABUSIVE HANDS.

THROUGH ALL THE THINGS I'VE READ,HEARD,AND WENT THRU..........
I PRAY THAT GOD WILL PUT A STOP
SO KIDS WON'T GROW UP SO BLUE.

YOU SHOULD READ THIS BOOK CALLED 'IT' BY DAVID PELZIR.
ALSO,LISTEN TO THIS SONG ON YOUTUBE.............
'ALAYSA LIES'

LAMom's photo
Tue 02/19/08 10:42 PM
((((( Steven ))))))

My Love... Brings you strength,,,

Love & Light :heart: :cry: flowerforyou

pkh's photo
Tue 02/19/08 11:26 PM
My heart goes out to you.But your words speak deeply,in all your writes

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Wed 02/20/08 04:52 AM
Such a sad and painful poem to read..
Even more so for you to write.
May god bless you and keep you in his care!

TxsGal3333's photo
Wed 02/20/08 09:44 AM
OMG, as I sit here with tears in my eyes how sad that any
child would ever have to go through that. I just can not
grasp it nor understand it. So sad:cry:

As far as the song 'ALAYSA LIES' if one has not heard it you should it is a Country Song but each time I hear it. It still makes my heart sad.:cry:

Good write Cybear God Bless any child that had to suffer that.flowerforyou

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Wed 02/20/08 12:00 PM
U are such beautiful friends.I thank U w/all of my heart sincerly.(((bear~huggie)))I will be haunted by my childhood memories util the day I die.I've tried counseling,but he's all about the $ like most of them. His fat portfolio is #1.Loaded 2 the teeth w/redundant Q's.Completely usseless quite frankly.I happen 2 walk by that homestead (fire trap)the other day w/my backpack & I just froze.Tears streamed down my face like a faucet.Right up until today my Mother will not admit to any of it nor will she ever say them 2 simple words that would offer closure"I'm Sorry"That's all I want 2 hear from her.If I was not taken away at 12yrs.old by the state she would of killed me.I have a 4 in.scar under my chin from being slapped out of my high chair,so as U can see her psychological & physical abuse started early on.:( Thx again my bearific friends.flowerforyou :heart:

LAMom's photo
Wed 02/20/08 12:02 PM

U are such beautiful friends.I thank U w/all of my heart sincerly.(((bear~huggie)))I will be haunted by my childhood memories util the day I die.I've tried counseling,but he's all about the $ like most of them. His fat portfolio is #1.Loaded 2 the teeth w/redundant Q's.Completely usseless quite frankly.I happen 2 walk by that homestead (fire trap)the other day w/my backpack & I just froze.Tears streamed down my face like a faucet.Right up until today my Mother will not admit to any of it nor will she ever say them 2 simple words that would offer closure"I'm Sorry"That's all I want 2 hear from her.If I was not taken away at 12yrs.old by the state she would of killed me.I have a 4 in.scar under my chin from being slapped out of my high chair,so as U can see her psychological & physical abuse started early on.:( Thx again my bearific friends.flowerforyou :heart:



And I shall carry you my friend,,, Thru all Eternity,,, Friends for Life,,, I love you and pray that the day will come and you shall have your closure you need,,,

Hugs & Kiss's
:heart: :cry: :heart:

TxsGal3333's photo
Wed 02/20/08 12:37 PM
My heart goes out to you. One thing you must remember is none of that was done due to anything you did it was all them you were but an innocent child. There was nothing you could have done for them to change anything. We change the pattern ourselves you have kids and you have shown them the love you so wanted so you see life's pattern has changed due to what you have done. flowerforyou

Some will never be able to see what they have done wrong. Its sad but trueflowerforyou

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Wed 02/20/08 12:38 PM
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