Topic: Denial?
lizardking19's photo
Mon 02/11/08 09:16 AM
I would do anything
To have an ear to whisper my secrets into
But
I just keep moving forward quiet so as not to wake the sleeping
Ignoring the solemn kaboom of human race cars
Burnt out on the highways of the heart
I deny that I want to close my eyes and not see silence
And if I had someone to hold through the jetfire cold nights
Then the invisible machines could grind to a stop
And I wouldnt care
Thats what I wanted after all wasnt it?
Complete and utter destruction
Of all that I deny and all that has denied me
Every good story should end with a man preparing to jump
But again
I deny the primitive impulses
And tiptoe down the hallway
Quiet quiet
Do you WANT to have a breakthrough?
"I am the whipping boy of corporate america"
Unspoken for
Speak for me
I dare you to
I've got enough to say for a lifetime
And I have been to the sea of dreams when it was not my time
"this must be the cancer talking, ignore him dear"
Flesh swimming in the eyeball blue sky ocean
Stretching on forever under my eyelash
I have been to the sea of dreams when it was not my turn
And I will not get to swim again
I spend every night trying to remember what the water and skin
Felt like?
Feels like I just slipped and fell after I decided to live
I took a stab at happyness
And left it bleeding and gasping on the kitchen floor



MirrorMirror's photo
Mon 02/11/08 09:18 AM
smokin

zanne46's photo
Mon 02/11/08 09:32 AM
didn't have time to read will later.responding so i don't loose this one..


But "denial" for me..yep..a nice place to be sometimes..

For me it has to do with my son in the military and me being scared...

happy sad happy sad :smile: flowerforyou

MsTeddyBear2u's photo
Mon 02/11/08 11:37 AM
flowerforyou (((Lizard)))