Fade if you lost your magic for an eternity it's only because the guy is blind, stupid, and probably dead from the neck up

well fade maybe he just doesn't see in you what i see. how he can't is beyond me but some guys are just crazy. did you say something about a prize

awwwww you guys flatter me for sure


Can't help who your heart cares about eh? sux for me.

fade i just think your taste in men sucks. see you should have picked me.

yeah, if ya don't have that feeling at the pit of your stomach then it doesn't matter how nice they are, does it?

tried using common sense for a while. but I've come to the conclusion that love and common sense don't mix well

yep .. the butterflies - it's once in a million


















DAMN IT ALL

how about when your entire body trembles just holding hands. yes maam been there and still love the feeling. come here and i will give you a big hug. it will get better because you have the most perfect heart

What a kind thing to say Tony. Thanks .. you guys really DO rock!

it wasn't kind fade. it was the truth. i do know the feeling, i love it, and i am not afraid to look for it again and again. the scars on the heart will heal. we never fail when we love and lose, we only fail when we refuse to love. so goes the story of the most perfect heart

If it was only that simple bro... What of the heart that is open to yours but you do not feel the same? It is not so black and white my friend

water you know i like you like a brother but sometimes the things that look the most complicated are the easiest to understand. yes. when we put our heart out we stand the chance of getting hurt but if we stop taking that chance we will never find the love we look for. believe me i do understand how you feel and how much pain can come from a broken heart and if that has happened to you i am sorry. i would take it away from you and everyone if i could. it takes time to heal but it will heal and even after it heals you will still feel that love. i don't think anyone could have their heart broke any worse than mine was but i learned to live and have fun. i will find that love again one day and yes i will still always love the ones that broke my heart. you are a good man and if you remain patient the right one will come along and make you so happy. and you deserve to be happy. i posted the most perfect heart one time and i wish you would read it. not just look at it but read it and study and take some good from it. you are my friend and i am here if you need help

No one LIKES their heart broken. But we take the chance to experience the ecstasy of true love. You can't have the one without the other.



End of story.

Thank you bro. I'm doing really well. In fact, I think I've found my magic on JSH. It has been amazing. I was not speaking of anything current just reflecting on things that have been. I've been on both ends of rejected love. Sometimes we are offered something wonderful, but it is not THE wonderful we seek. It's those damn butterflies bro. That's what I want.

And you'll find your lady out here. You're a good man my friend

Well I had my butterflies .. and he SAID he had his. *sigh*

whatever .. life is life ladies and gentlemen

We only get to ride the carousel once and a chance at the brass ring

So what are you standing around for? Come into the reject room and tango with me!

where is that damn carousel. hey aren't i supposed to get a prize for something. lol. water i know i am a good man and thank you for being a friend. fade you can ride on my carousel if i can find it.

Thanks Tony, but not a 'carousel riding buddy' today

come here fade . where is that huggie thing when you need it. i give good hugs sugar.