I'm hurting inside, no one to talk to,

to talk this mood through with,

I am used to this solitary introspection

but it still hurts.


After all this time of being alone,

all the months, seasons, since she left me

I still don't get used to the loneliness.

Shouldn't it be enough that I was loved by her

for a brief moment in time, wasn't I held close

in her heart, didn't I feel the joy that only love

can inspire, weren't we one, if only for one long

afternoon, weren't we?


The familiar torrent of distant memories only

brings me home where my dreams unravel and

my sleep is fitful

to this empty place where only I live.


No friend's laughter to cheer me up,

nor a sparkle in the mirror when I look at me

no love crackling in my veins

or passion kindling my heart.


I truly miss the strength that one can only get

from a human touch.

Sometimes the wanting feeling is a bit much.


I try to be strong and look for love everywhere,

But the women I like don't seem to care.

The loneliness is so hard to endure day after day,

The feeling of built up love to give, but give to whom?


I have let go of my past but where is my future?

Is she really out there waiting for me?

Or am I doomed to a life of loneliness?

I feel so alone, comfort less and cold.

Grover.

I am bummed now

aaahh,sorry

man, that says it all

Ah you just posted at a slow time!

Thank you

nice write
welcome to the site
read write and have fun

nice

Welcome to the family

Thanks to all above for the kind and nice words, thank you

Ahh...waiting and searching are always the hard part. Have patience and hope, mixed with a bit of dare, glue them both together with a little thing called care.

Nice write!

very nice write always believe

good write grover ican relate so much to this

Awwesome write and heartfelt there is someone for everyone
you will see when the time is right it will happen


Welcome to the site hope to see more of your writes

Thank you Texas Gal for your kind words, also Faded Sprit, PKH and Otterman.

Awesome write
so somewhere
sometime
someone
is gonna
find you
and say
the very
things you
wanted to hear
to share
to give
feeling again
the love
you so deserve
but time
is of the
esscense
of which we hate
as humans to wait
remain strong
and love will
come along....
she's out there
maybe watching you
as you came in the
JSH doors, so go now
and bleed in the forums
one day, it will happen
for you, just like it happened
to others here......

Welcome to JSH

love grows
shows
flows
knows
bows
wows
vows
and often blows.

Sorry 4 ur' loss..& a4leafclover2u2

P.S. Welcome to JSH!!

Thank you, thanks for your well wishes.

WOW! very well said. Thank you, very inspiration,