Someday I want to piss on your grave
Someday I would love to see you get beat
Like you beat me
Someday I would love to see you hurt the way I did
I say this now because I can
I am not that same young girl that was terrified of you
I am so much stronger now
I am no longer afraid to speak my mind
Yeah baby , I'm tellin you I ain't afraid of you
Not no more
Not a damn thing you can do to me now
I'll get right back up
No more fearful whispers in the night
Now I scream and shout
I will be heard
I will fight back
If I could see you today
I would laugh in your face
You are such a disgrace
Not worth calling human
So beneath me you are
Not worth my time
Not worth my energy
Yeah I can kick the rhymes
Ain't nothing you can do to stop them this time
And now I tell you this
You ain't even worth my piss

DAM I CAN FEEL THE ANGER AND HATRED AND CANT BAME U FOR IT...

I'D SAY MORE BUT THIS IS NOT THE PLACE TO GET UP ON MY SOAPBOS.

BUT KNOW THIS, I DETEST VIOLANCE TO WOMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU HANG IN THERE GIRL....UR DOING A GOOD JOB SO FAR!

Thanks Poison :)

Sometimes it takes us many years to get to
the point to stand up and say hear me ROAR.
I'm a better person than they will every be.
But......ohhhhhhhhhh don't it feel great
when we can finally lift that weight from
our shoulders.

That it does Gurly and gurl lemme tellya I AM ROARIN!!
RAAAAWWWWRRRRRR!!!!! lol

just cry on my shouders and let this past, go into the past,
to be lost and forgotten,
now that have learned great wisdom,
from his hated,cowardly mistake,
he only knew that you were stronger than him,
and tried to keep you down,
this is something I would never do...

roar for me baby ROAR!!!

Hey that sh*t was cool right there. Keep it up, cuz ya only get madder
if ya keep it in.

yup...that's my BABY!!!
*C.C.P.*

When I read that C.C.P. it was like I was still married. I could still
feel the hits, kicks, poundings that I have endured throughout my
marriage. Thank you . Thank you for the flash back, and thank you for
reminding me that I am stronger than I ever was.

Women shouldn't EVER have to go through that bullshit. Dudes that do
that are BI***ES!!!! Also, if you ever feel like ya did when that sh*t
was goin on, call W.E.A.V.E. I'm not sure of the # but I've had hella
friends go through that stuff and they said that that place helped them
just to talk about it and stuff.

CCP, Only too well do I know how women feel after going through what you
did. I can say I have never hit a woman in my life. I can also say that
I have had relationships with 2 woman who were hit/beaten. Both of those
relationships were filled with mistrust. Both could never really trust
me, those are the main reasons the relationships didn't survive. Love
was never and issue. Learning to trust another is going to be a long
road. It will be extremely tough to believe the one you are with. If you
have questions about trust go to your friends I have seen a few here,
ask them for help and guidance. They will help those they love. Friends
are those who help in times of need. Believe me when I say this, it
comes from experience. Healing from lost love is not the only reason we
need time between relationships.

Know that what I say is true, Give the love of your life a chance and he
will always give you all he can. I know I will when she shows up in my
life.

G

Gemstone of a person,that's my baby! :)~

Gurl I know you are strong, I've watched you go from that scared little
girl to the strong woman you are today and yes I said woman, is about
damn time you start sayin woman instead of gurl.Powerful words there,
J....I am glad to see them!! Nothin but mad love for you J..

R

well I do see that we see some of the same things in her,
now you know...how I feel for her too...M1313

SAFE TRIP My Sweet C.C.P....
Best wishes to you and yerz...M.