so yeah, i went to a club last night and my only two friends that might have been able to go were lesbian lovers and they were doing all kinds of stuff... so needless to say, they flaked :( No friends to go to the club with me last night >.> It was so sad

Anyway, I got there... and I literally couldn't feel the music.. I wanted to, but i just couldn't... I eventually started dancing, but it didn't feel right... Also, my game way WAAAAAY off last night because my friends weren't there. I think the saying is right, i believe that friends do give you strength :)

there is nothing wrong with going out by yourself.

No, there isn't... but my mentallity was that all the girls there had boyfriends because they were so hot, so i was practically dancing by myself the whole night. My friends make me not care about stuff like that :P I actually asked one girl to dance and she said no and I went to walk away and she grabbed my arm and told me that she would but she had a boyfriend. I mean, i wasn't discouraged at all, but still she felt sorry for me and she was really nice and everything, but i don't like being felt sorry for... It makes me feel weak. I wonder if i looked like I was disappointed...

O my

u need to work alone

Not sure what that means, I need to work alone??